Emotional Outburst......

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Suddenly having emotional outburst I guess....

i am always trying my very best to be nice, friendly, cheerful....

I am always trying to be rational, to be calm....

I tot i can make it.....

but everything just seems to be WRONG!!!!

until just now, i am nearly lost of control d....

I use to tell myself, just laugh or smile, then everything will be fine...

but things just don't go smooth as i expected ....

I guess I need a break.....

I am tired of smiling to others d.....

And i am positive that i couldn't smile anymore.....

I feel like Locking myself into a small room, and let me ignore everything outside there.....

can I???