study study study!!!

The same thing keep on repeating at every semester of my study!!!

The situation become even worst ever since we had our practicum, we don feel like we need or should take the exam for this course anymore!!!!

The reason is that I don't see the bullshitting theories or teaching methods work in our practicum!!!
The real situation of the classroom is totally different from what have we learnt in our BOOKS!!!

so, what for to sit for those stupid exam anymore???!!!!

Well, I am just feel like throwing all the ~bei song-ness~ at here because I am really not in the mood for revision!!!

where are all the spirit and the flame goes?!!!
Even though my 1st paper gonna starts by this coming Thursday, the lecturers still insist to have lectures with us until the very last day before our exam starts....

Can they just be more considerate a bit????
and ever since last few days, the weather in Kedah are like ~raining daily~ without stopping!!!
from morning till nite, then from nite till morning.....
which makes my clothes unable to dry up and this weather is so ~perfect for us to SLEEP!!!!

and the stupid neighbour this morning was scolded by me because they played the music so loud until I thought that there was a function nearby!!!
They played the music like a live concert in their room!!!
WTF!!!! I shouted ~SHUT UP~ until all my house mates heard my screaming!!!

I can be easily distracted by other distractions such as voice of ppl talking and music played by others!!!
I need a perfect silent environment to study so that I can really focus on what have I ~munched~ in my last min revision....

And as usual, I am so looking forward for my coming trip to Ipoh and Sabak Bernam after this exam...

and can't wait to go back to Kuching although I need to find some tuition as my part time job...

Was craving for my mum's cooking and all the local food in Kuching....!!!

Keep holding on!!!
Good luck to all of my frens -----Exam is really damn torturing!!!

Random post...

I have been lazying around this lately...

Yea, I knew I have been neglected my blog because of my laziness....

Exam is around the corner, yet I am still watching dramas and FB-ing!!!
The most ridiculous thing is there are some stupid dudes called me as book worm although I seldom touch my books....

I can't understand is it true for a good or average academic achiever=book worm?
I might not the top achiever in my course, but I still consider that I had strived the best for myself as I don't want my lecturers and parent down....

I am just a happy go lucky person... I just wana enjoy my life as a student, but not a book worm!!!

Next year will be my final year d, I am planning lots of vacations and trips for next year...
How I wish I can have more $$$$$

as usual, after my exam, I will be going to Ipoh and Sarbak Bernam for a short trip before going back to Kuching....

I hate the feeling of having exam before my trip because I am sure I will be wondering and dreaming all the way !!!
That will be a great torture for sure!!!

and this year I am going to work again!!! Hope to earn more $$$ for my trips...
Gambateh!!!

HK trip...

I know I haven post my HK trip after I updated my post about my Malacca trip...

But I really running out of time ( but still can face-booking huh!!!)

I promise I will update this post as soon as possible ya....

cuz It will be a tough work for me to choose the best photos out of thousand plus of them....

all of them are so nice and how I wish my broadband speed can be fast enough to upload all the photos of my HK trip at here....


just be patient ya....^^

I am sooooo lazy.........

I suppose to do my herbarium now as the due date is getting nearer ....

I suppose to discuss my glass work project with my group mates d.......

I suppose to prepare my lesson for this coming Wed's micro teaching......

I suppose to do my revision for my exam..(or maybe it's still a bit too early....)

but I am still enjoy face-booking .....

A lazy me!!!

mooncakes mooncakes...

For this year's mooncake festival, I think I ate lots of mooncakes.

I din buy those mooncakes, but all of them are the gifts from our juniors!!!

thanks for making our heart and stomach feel warmth with all ur mooncakes!!!

let us see what types of mooncakes we have for this year!!!


Choc mooncake from Yih rui, my God sis!!!

Home-made mooncake by WSM

before entering our stomach...

I love this Puding mooncake!!!

Thanks to Felox for this mooncake!!! all the way from Genting...


The mooncake that I love most!!!
~mua ji~ which is so springy!!! Q Q
Yum yum.....

and another very ordinary kind of mooncake....
but I still love it...

once a year, so I really enjoy all of those mooncakes...

thanks to all of my frens that gave us those delicious mooncakes....!!!

addicted to online shopping!!!

yes yes yes!!!

I am now so addicted to online shopping!!!

and I find that it is really an easy way for us, especially students to buy those online stuff!!!

It's easier, cheaper and safe (if u get the well-trusted online buyer)!!!

I just bought my mask and some other personal products through online and I am so satisfied with the service and the price of the products as well!!!

here are some of my stuff bought through online stores!!!


yay yay!!! I got my parcel d!!!


ever saw this mask at Watson? the price at Watson is Rm5-6 per piece!!!
but I only got this from online store for RM2!!!

All the eye masks which are essential for all the nite zombies like us!!!

all the mask only cost me RM2 per piece!!!

Welcome to the world of mask!!!
eye masks, lip masks (I haven try tat), and facial masks!!!
(p/s: some of the masks belong to Carrie and Liyong... I am not that rich to buy all of them...=.=)

and this morning I got my second batch of online stock again!!! Yipee!!!

I like the feeling of receiving parcel!!!

skynet which very reliable as they need us to sign our BIG name b4 u can get the stock, and they won simply throw it to the hostel's office to receive it on behalf of us....

and they keep the remaining changes in a very well- organised way.

my stock!!! and I love the box which I can use to keep all my masks inside it as it has a strong magnetic holder.

the stuff are welly packed inside this box.


well, with that, I am now broke again....=.='''

Escaping from the stupid college.!!!

Today, we suppose to attend the Raya majlis in IPDA.

As usual, for sure we all gonna skip that stupid event at IPDA!!!

I don't want to be in the crowd just for the lemang and satays!!!

and I had enough of kuih raya, lemang, rendang and satays for my raya visiting d...!!!

Tonight, our house gonna have steamboat dinner.
to re-celebrate the belated Mooncake festival!!!

cuz on that day, all of us were struggling for our assignments which need to be submit up by the next morning...!!!

Now, I just wanna set my mind free and enjoy the nite with my housemates!!!!

好人？坏人？算了吧。。。

最近心情并不是很好，的确是为了一些我到今天还搞不懂状况的事情而导致我如此的烦恼。。。。

最近和一位我认为和他很要好的朋友发生了一些摩擦， 为什么用~我认为~呢？ 因为我有时真的无法理解他的想法吧。。。。

我真的是把他当成很要好的朋友，可以分享心事的朋友，我知道曾经他也对我有如此的想法，但是现在的他，我已搞不懂了。。。。
失望？无助？莫名其妙？生气？伤心？绝望？到现在的累。。。。

我曾经有股冲动想哭！！！！ 像大声地问他，到底你怎么了？？？

我了解他，他生气或伤心事，千万不要去惹她，也别去问他。。。。 要给他时间好好冷静下来。

但是连续3天了，他还是一样，一直闷闷的，也变得不爱说话，也不太爱理周围的人。。。。
我更是不以为然，认为她只是一时的心情不好，过了2-3天，便会没事。。。。

谁知第3天了，我发现他一直正眼也不看我一下，她和别人有说有笑，对我却是只有冷淡的口吻，此时的我，才知道有点不对劲了。。。。

我鼓起勇气，问他， “你是不是生我的气？我是不是说了一些伤到你的话？”

他也许并不知道，要我开口问他那几句看似简单的问题，却是耗尽了我全身的力量和勇气。。。

我是挣扎了许久，才敢开口问他到底我们怎么了？ 但是，我得到的回应却只有冷冰冰的回答：“不关你的事！我没事！我已经很烦，不要再来烦我！”

我的心仿佛被撕裂了。。。。我听到的只有我心碎的声音。。。。
周遭只剩下僵硬了身体的我，冷冰冰的空气，像个傻子般站在那儿，我的双脚也不听使唤，不肯走动。。。。

他把我留在那里，自己却走了。。。。
我追着他的背影，看着他冷冰冰的背影，我知道我可能已无法挽回任何东西了。。。。

我坐在自己的房间，看着荧幕， 发着呆， 不断的回想，我是在何时何地让她生气了？

疲倦的我，也许是心灵上的折磨，让我不知不觉地躺在床上，在出奇的晚上十点钟，便昏睡过去了。。。。
我有个习惯，心情不好，或是伤心时，会精神很差，总会感到爱睡。。。。 看来老毛病又犯了。。。。。

事隔了接近有一个星期了，现在的我们，开始有些交集了，开始说话了，但是我还是感觉到那道隔阂着我们的围墙。。。。

我是真的累了。。。 心也快死了吧。。。。。。

此刻的我，不懂下一步该如何走，就让他顺其自然吧！！！

但是，我不想就这样不明不白的让事情这样过去，因为心里那根刺还会在的吧。。。。

我是个很重朋友的人，尤其是我在乎的朋友。。。。 那么多年来的友情，真得那么不堪一击吗？

真的可以为了一件事儿打翻了我们之前辛辛苦苦建立起来的友情吗？

从陌生人，到没有交集的我们，到了无所不谈的我们，你真的忍心然他就这样消失了吗？

我累了。。。。真的累了。。。。。。
我已分不清楚，如何才算是个好人，或是坏人？
算了吧。。。还是做个什么都置身以外的人是最安全吧。。。。。

可能*不可能？

不知不觉， 已来到凌晨五时十七分了。。。。

和一位友人， 聊着聊着，从凌晨两点钟失眠的我，到现在心事重重的我，漫无目的的来到这里，纪录一些些心里的感受。。。。

总爱在这样的深夜里， 四周都是宁静的一篇，仿佛只听见室友微微的睡鼾声， 还有自己微弱的呼吸与不规律的心跳声，和手轻敲打着键盘的声音。。。。。

一切都很有感觉，很舒服的感觉，就正如我和那位友人的谈话，一切都是那么自然，那么的熟悉。。。

和他谈天，是种很放心的感觉。
在他面前， 我完全不需要武装自己。。。因为他常说：Just be yourself~~~
在他面前，再更大的烦恼，都会在他的幽默下一一化解。。。。。。
在他面前，天大的秘密，都可以很放心的和他分享，因为我知道，他从不说人是非...
在他面前，想找个人分享的感受，都可以一一向他述说，因为我知道他总会耐心的聆听。。。。。

感觉这种东西，真的很奇怪。
他说来便是来，去便是去~~~ 完全无法预知....

我不懂今晚的感觉是什么样的味道？但是最重要的是要让他知道我的想法。。。。

我们可以走更远吗？还是只停留在这一步？

我们谁也无法预测。。。。。。

但是，至少我们可以停留在~可能~的阶段，而不是否定性的~不可能~

谢谢你让我知道，我至少在需要有个肩膀时，我还能有你这一个依靠。。。。。

Thanks for everything ~~~~

Exploring Malacca!!!

This was the last day for us to explore malacca as we need to depart to Kl on the next day d. Ling can't be with us as she had class on that morning. So, Nic and I had to take bus and explored Jonker street by our own. Malacca is such a small state and all the tourism spots seem to be located at the center of the malacca city.

we took a bus to Malacca sentral and then we transited another bus to the town area. Our plan is to visit the Jonker street as it has different appearence for night time and day time. It looks different from last nite.

We tried to get a map for our tour but the tourism center had running out of stock for the map d. sigh.... really not efficient enough loe as a tourism state.....Can't imagine hows the impression of the foreign travelers whom came to visit Malacca!!!

Never mind, without the map, we also manage to visit all the famous places. Before that, we went to another chicken rice balls'restaurant at Jonker street. It was recommended by Wan chen!!! The rice balls were nice and I love the asam fish head too!!!!
Next time when you wana try delicious chicken rice balls and famous asam fish head, remember this restaurant at Jonket street!!!

waiting for my rice balls.... *hungweee~~~*

even the lady's finger was so nice !!!

The famous asam fish head!!!

I manage to finish all the rice balls... and I nearly clear off Nic's left behind rice balls as well...>.<''' ( this is how I gain 2 kgs after this trip)

Next, we walk around and took some photos. We went in to every shops at Jonker street because it was too hot for us to walk under the sun. And we also keep on looking for food and drinks along the way. Ang mozzzz tour to Malacca....

The famous windmill and I saw a BIG biawak inside the bush...SWT....

stupid looking nic in front of the famous Stadthuys

okie.... this is the Muzium Islam and we were not interested with it at all...

so we just took some photos at outside of the museum....


lots of beautiful and well-decorated ~beca~

We discovered this ~Limau-Limau Cafe~ inside the lorong there. (forgot wad lorong is that liao... too many lorongs etc lorong masjid, lorong gereja, lorong hang lekiu.....)

Limau-Limau cafe (weird name huh??)

The interior design of the cafe...

having a cup of fruit juice became a MUST routine for our trip to make sure that we have enough of Vitamin C!!!! (scared of H1N1 ma....=.=''')

I like the board full of writing behind Nic...^^


we walk, walk and walk around the Jonker street. And we try to find the Baba and Nyonya Museum as Nic was quite addicted with the recent drama called ~little nyonya~
Last time din watch it although mike keeps on recommend bout this drama because I was addicted to ~boys over flower~....haha

We hardly can find the location of that Museum, and the weather was damn hot!!! At last, we gave up and decided to call a trishaw!!! and it was so happen to be that a beautiful trishaw pass by in front of us. So, we stopped the uncle and ask him to bring us to that Museum. It cost RM10 to reach there (it actually was on the other lorong nia la=.=)

I felt pity for that uncle cuz Nic was so ~nap~ (actually I am also quite nap la, but purposely wana put blame on Nic..haha) and Uncle hardly can balance his trushaw. I was a bit scared when he cycled the trishaw near to the drain~~~
At last, we reached safely at the museum and thanks to Uncle!!!



Can you spot the poor Pak Cik who need to carry two fatties like us???

too flowery loe the trishaw....

these is the photo that kena teased by many ppl loe....
(pls don misunderstood this photo la hor~~~)

and the tour to Baba's museum was great as there was a lady explaining and introducing everything in the Museum thoroughly and the explanation was full of humour!!!
However, we are not allowed to take any photo inside the museum.

after the visit to museum, we went to the famous stall at Jonker. ~da bao~
as usual, I ordered their famous Nyonya Laksa (wanted to order baba laksa at fist but it finished d ) and also cendol. Nic ordered rojak and cendol as he was too full to eat laksa....



posing with my Nyonya Laksa!!! Yummy!!!

Nic also wana try my laksa....(faster give back my laksa liao!!!)

looks tempting huh???!!!

Cendol with lotsa of ~gula Melaka~ ^^

Rojak with all the fish balls that are so springy!!! (QQQ!!!)

with rich filling of pineapple jam!!!

FAmous pineapple tarts!!!

That will be our last stop as both of us really old d... cannot walk any further....
so, we rest a while and wait for our bus.
The stupid bus took about an hour to reach to Ling's house and it's damn dizzy in that bus....
Malaysia's bus really +_____=

That night, Ling brought us for dinner and we had Nyonya meal.
I am really satisfied with all the food at Malacca. really no complaints loe!!! (except Nic keeps on complaining that the cendol was too sweet as the hawker really very generous by putting lots of Gula Melaka in the cendol)


omelette with cincaluk (shrimps)

pum-pa-teh (forgot how to spell the name liao, it's actually a chicken dish)

famous tau hu!!!

Lady's fingers again with sambal!!!




After our dinner, Ling brought us to Mydin and Nic sapu some stocks back to Czech again...(really a serious shopaholic)
our last stop was at a stall near Ling's house. wanted to try some ~otak-otak~, but also sold out d....

so we only drank some fruit juice and the glass was damn BIG!!!!
we joke and fool around and it was really GREAT although we just had a RM2's juice, but the joy and laughter was priceless!!!

sipping her juice happily!!!

Kiam pak face!!!

I *heart* my friends!!! Thanks for being such a good friend of mine!!!
and thanks to Ling and her friends for being so kind to me!!!
won't forget you all and I hope to visit Malacca again!!!