Happy Birthday to Wanchen!!!

Its been the 3rd day in Kuching, but I still cant really have a good rest at my home sweet home....

Everyday is being a busy day for outing and last minute shopping.....

and not to forget my "ji mui"'s bday, we have a bday gathering at Kado's cafe.

here are some photos to share ^^


chee, mike,wc, ays, me and nic ^^


3 of us with the bday gal ^^


Happi bday wc!!!

another lighting....
say "cheese"......

having bday gathering at Kado's cafe


Group photo

wc with the guys ^^

Happi bday to my dearest jie mei and hope u have a great memories on that nite ^^

原来你就在我身边

萧闳仁 - 原来你就在我身边 歌词编辑:李泽昊 在太阳下我们等了好久的车 让时间拉长了影子 也许我们一直是很好的朋友 你也是这样想吗 常常不知所措的想 好想跟你好好说话 我们的世界可能有时差 真的感受你对我好 而我也都知道 很想大声的说我很想念 你 原来在我身边 我 却一直没发现 想 在一起的画面 瞬间胜过永远 我 会陪在你身边 梦 会实现在这个季节 我看着你看着 原来你在我身边 在太阳下我们等了好久的车 Hey 也许我们一直是很好的朋友 Yeah 你在我身边 在我身边 最近爱上了这首歌。。。。 很有意境的歌词。。。。。。。。

学会。。。。

我好想学会放手。。。。。

但是， 始终学不来。。。。。。

看到姐妹为了一段很有可能没结果的感情而默默的付出， 默默的继续喜欢那个人，默默的为他做许多许多的事， 甚至为了那个人不经意的对她的那么一点点的好而在那里开心了老半天。。。。

真不知该替她感到不值得， 或是要继续默默的支持她。。。。。。

她虽然知道和那个人要有结果的机率几乎是零， 但是她还是仍然不放弃， 也许是没办法放弃吧。。。。。

也许自己的性格和她一样吧，遭遇的情况也有点相似，所以很能明白她的感受。。。。。

我会永远的支持你，也希望你会早日找到一个真正值得你付出， 也懂得珍惜你的人！！！

我们要一起加油好吗？？？

要学会放手。。。。。。

让我们有机会去捕捉自己的幸福。。。。。。

而不是傻傻的紧握着不属于自己的空气。。。。。。

my college is going to be crazy again!!!

WTF!!!!!

My college is getting crazier and crazier!!!!!

Ok, at 1st you ask all of us to move into your new hostel from our sweet home-style hostel.....
You promise that we can stay here and use all the facilities as we like......

Now, you suddenly held a stupid fucking meeting, and say that you want us to move out again!!!!

I feel like throwing all the @#$W#$E to you !!!!!
And some more you want us to tell you where we gonna move by this Saturday......
Do you think that its that easy to just walk around and you can grab a house for rent?????

I bet you didn't eat PXRX, thats why you have such a ridiculous mindset!!!
Son of the bitch, you make us drive around like mad people for the whole evening just to look for houses to stay....

and the funniest thing is that almost all the houses already taken by the other students whom you gave them options whether to stay outside or inside the new hostel....

and now what you wanna expect from us????

If at 1st you knew that the new hostel can't accommodate all of our batch, then why you wan us to move into here and just stay for 1 semester???

Do you think moving and shifting houses is fun???? Shit you ar!!!
Its not a GAME!!!!
Its damn TIRING and wasting our time and money!!!!

I feel like slapping your CB face and kick your ass!!!!

Whenever I pass by your car, I feel like scratching it with my keys you noe!!!!

You are just a stupid mad dog !!! and now you become even crazier by asking all the Chinese to tutup aurat!!!!

c'mon!!! we have our own rights and we are students, not your slaves!!!!
you have been torturing us mentally and physically!!!!

Are you insane????? Perhaps you think that by torturing us, you feel excited and satsfied????

You seriously is a super fxcking mad dog!!!!

stupid broadband!!!

I am trying to upload some photos in my frenster and blogspot.....

but the stupid broadband connection keep on stopping me to do that!!!!

Geramnya!!!!!....

Since I move to this new hostel, I really hardly can have my own personal time to blog or check my mail.,....

Everyday seems to be a busy day for us....

and this Saturday we gonna have replacement class for CNY again....sigh。。。。。。。。。。

Some of my frens started to learn how to ride motorcycle d..... and its really not a trend for us in Kuching to ride motor....

so far I only knew Mike can ride motor, d others I guess only be able to drive.....

The reAson why they started to learn motor is because we gonna have our practical soon and we need transport.....

motor will be the easiest and cheapest transport for us I guess..........

And IF I say i also plan to learn to ride motor, what ｗｉｌｌ　ｂｅ　 your responｓｅ?

＝．＝　Ｉ　ｔｈｉｎｋ　ｍｏｓｔ　ｏｆ　ｍｙ　ｆｒｅｎｓ　ｗｉｌｌ　ｓｈｏｗ　ｔｈｉｓ　ｋｉｎｄ　ｏｆ　ｅｘｐｒｅｓｓｉｏｎ　ｗｈｅｎ　ｔｈｅｙ　ｋｎｏｗ　ｍｙ　ｐｌａｎ．．．．．

ｃｕｚ　ｕｎｔｉｌ　ｎｏｗ　Ｉ　ｓｔｉｌｌ　ｃａｎｔ　ｄｒｉｖｅ　ｓｔｅａｄｉｌｙ．．．．．

ｂｕｔ　ｗｅ　ｗｉｌｌ　ｓｅｅ　ｈｏｗ　ｉｔ　ｇｏｅｓ　ｌａ．．．．．

天差地别。。。。

最近吉打的天气真的很恐怖，清晨5或6点时， 天气冷的吓人。。。。

有位讲师竟然说， 那种冷的程度就像身在英国那样，虽然是有点夸张啦， 但是真的连我每天早上有冲凉的习惯的我都不敢去冲了，因为怕会感冒。。。。。

但是， 一到了中午，天气变180度的转变，热的像在沙漠般。。。。。。

由于最近本小姐都在积极的减肥，好让今年新年的新衣不会被我撑爆， 这两个礼拜以来都不食人间烟火， 天天喝老人麦片， 还有喝我的shake shake， 搞到自己一到晚上就不由自主地发冷。。。。

但是， 我依然要坚持下去， 每天都去草场和我的room mate 和 我那位爱吃腊肠的死党跑步， 希望在过年前可以有着比较见得人的身材回去。。。。。。

北马这里现在是旱季，古晋那里却是雨季， 妈妈打电话来的时候，都会说古晋几乎天天都在下雨，真希望过年时不要再持续下豪雨，以免扫了大家去拜年的兴致。。。。。

妈妈每次打来， 都是在忙着做cookies， 要不然就是忙着油漆， 我和妹妹又不在家帮他的忙，真希望我老弟会乖一些， 帮帮家里的两老。。。。。

只剩下一个礼拜左右的时间，我便可以回家了。。。。

很期待呢。。。。。

凤梨酥， 肉干， 鱿鱼丝， 团圆饭。。。。。 你们都要等我哦！！！！

WHAT TEACHERS MAKE?

The dinner guests were sitting around the table discussing life.

One man, a CEO, decided to explain the problem with education. He
argued, 'What's a kid going to learn from someone who decided his best
option in life was to become a teacher?'

He reminded the other dinner guests what they say about teachers:
'Those who can, do. Those who can't, teach.'

To stress his point he said to another guest;
'You're a teacher, Bonnie. Be honest. What do you make?'


Bonnie, who had a reputation for honesty and frankness replied, 'You
want to know what I make? (She paused for a second, then began...)

'Well, I make kids work harder than they ever thought they could.

I make a C+ feel like the Congressional Medal of Honor.

I make kids sit through 40 minutes of class time when their parents
can't make them sit for 5 without an I Pod, Game Cube or movie rental.

You want to know what I make?' (She paused again and looked at each and
every person at the table.)

''I make kids wonder.

I make them question.

I make them apologize and mean it.

I make them have respect and take responsibility for their actions.

I teach them to write and then I make them write. *Keyboarding isn't
everything.

I make them read, read, read.

I make them show all their work in math. *They use their God given
brain, not the man-made calculator.

I make my students from other countries learn everything they need to
know in English while preserving their unique cultural identity.

I make my classroom a place where all my students feel safe.

I make my students stand, placing their hand over their heart to say
the Pledge of Allegiance to the Flag, One Nation Under God, because we
live in the United States of America.

Finally, I make them understand that if they use the gifts they were
given, work hard, and follow their hearts, they can succeed in life.'

(Bonnie paused one last time and then continued.)

'Then, when people try to judge me by what I make, with me knowing
money isn't everything, I can hold my head up high and pay no attention
because they *are ignorant... You want to know what I make?

I MAKE A DIFFERENCE . What do you make Mr. CEO?'

His jaw dropped, he went silent.

p/s: got this mail from one of my fren whom study in education course as well......

suddenly feel that I am proud with myself....(cuz I gonna be a teacher within 2 years time.....)

This coming March I am going to have my practical at one of the primary school in Kedah which gonna be a Malay school.....

Just hope that I can do the best as I know that teaching others will be much more different from studying for examination.....

You may be a top student in your academic achievement, but at the same time, it does not promise you to be a good educator.....

累了。。。。。

真的很累了。。。。

拖拖拉拉了很久。。。。。

自己已经不耐烦了。。。。。。、

朋友也看不下去了。。。。。。。。。

自己也不确定自己的心有多坚强。。。。。。。

也许害怕失去某些感觉。。。。。。

但是在这样下去， 很可能是一辈子的遗憾吧.....

说可以很潇洒， 但是还是担心一些不愉快的事即将发生。。。。。

真的不懂该怎么办？？？？

也许坦白会使最后的解决方案吧。。。。。。

Hell-liked life in the new hostel....

Finally I can online with my broadband d.... but the price of the modem is killing me...... RM399+68 (monthly fee) were making my wallet vomiting blood again.....

the worst part is that the allowance which I hope to receive for this semester will be bank in during the month of March and this drive me crazy!!!!
I now really can eat grass d!!!!

and yet CNY is coming..... i haven't complete my shopping for CNY ler!!!! although with "tampok lui" in my pocket, I still insists to go to Penang for shopping by tomorrow =.=

Luckily I got some "back-up" from the salary which I will receive b4 this cny..... sweat sweat!!!


Tammy is back and stay tuned for all the updates which she owe everyone for this year-end holiday!!!!

On the way back to Kedah.....

I am now freezing at LCCT with my coursemate, typing this blog and wondering what obstacles that I gonna face when I get back to Kedah....

Its been a long time I din turn up in my blog and was really busy with all the part time jobs....

my schedules were so full and I rarely can hang around with my frens at Kuching.....

here are my time table during this year- end holiday....

8.30am - 11.30am----- being tutor at XX tuition center...

1pm-10pm----- being a promoter at Bonia Handbags counter at Riverside there....

its being a hectic holiday for me and I really gain a lots of precious experiences and friends from those part time jobs....

Now, I need to settle my mindset and my mood back to study mode as I am going to face a lots of problems in the college later....

my new hostel problems seems to be a tough one for us.....
and I really cant imagine how my life gonna be without INTERNET....

so, I will try to get a Broadband asap so that I won be suffering in the small room of my new hostel....

and CNY is coming..... the feeling is some kinda complicated....

happy???
excited???
tired????
moodless????

well, Just let it be.....

Going to Penang for CNY shopping once I get my allowance....
hopefully 2009 will be a good year ahead ^^