Redang Trip-Day 1 (25-05-2008)

Finally, we reached Terengganu around 5am in the morning of 25-05-2008. yahoo!!!!





In the bus before we depart to Kuala Terengganu ^^


In front of the Kuala Terengganu's Bus Station^^ its is freezing over here ~.~

after reaching Kuala Terengganu, our tourist guide, a friend of Evone brought us to his house for a rest. Than we went to have our breakfast after Xu feng and Hock Seng arrived around 7am from KL.

we went to the China Street of Kuala Terengganu for breakfast. ^^


That's me^^ This is the `1st time i pay my visit to Terengganu. so posing like "suku kia" at the middle of the road. haha....

after taking our breakfast, we start to depart to the Merang jetty.

In the van heading to the Jetty^^

sadly to say that we need to take speed boat to reach the island. was a bit shocked when we knew that we need to take the speed boat because we scared that we will vomit out all the breakfast taken just now....

luckily the weather was fine on that day and the boat is not as shaky as we expect. so we have a good sleep in the boat. we didn't even realised that we already reach the island.

in the boat heading to Redang ^^



this is the 1st time i saw the Blueish sea water ^^was so excited d!!!

we have a small briefing about the trip at the hall and after that, we put all out bags in our room. the room was quite small but it is clean. so "mai hiam" liao la!!! hehe....

Then, we walk around the Redang Bay resort and have our photo taking session as well. we also shop for our batik for each of us except for the guys.



Those tiny little stuffs were F-I-S-H-E-S!!!!



The sea view was really fascinating!!!!



Group photo^^


Gals rock!!!



whose hand is that !!! spoiling our photo nia!!!


WTF!!! not again!!!!


The "must Love" shape. Is it a "must" to take photo within it???

After bought our batik, then we went back to have our lunch. Then, we prepare ourself for the 1st snorkeling session. fishy, wait for us yea!!!


After changing into swimming suits!!!!


I was quite nervous for the snorkeling session as this is my very first time. Need to swim in the sea neh!!! not kidding ler!!! swimming in the small pool i already a bit hinz hinz liao. This is a sea some more!!!
all of my friends convinced me that we all will be ok as long as we follow the instructions of the coordinators.

and finally, we really have a great session of snorkeling. We forgot to bring some bread to feed the fishes. so, yin yin and i did something bad. we snatched others bread in the sea and attract all the fishes come around us.

The fishes were so cute and we also saw little Nemo. hehe....

after the snorkeling session, we went to the beach for photo taking session again. some of my friends went for the beach volley ball where as liyong, me, mee yin and yin yin decided to spend our time to have the camwhoring session.

here comes our stupiak photos!!!






Finally, the guys join us for the photo taking session^^


the most ridiculous photo we ever had+.+ OMG!!!





i am wondering what are those guys doing??? oh my goodness!!! so sia suei cuz some of the visitors even came and have a good laugh on those guys' creative idea....

a "Bi-sexual organ" guy was created by them=.-






really a bit embarrassing la frankly speaking......



The guys!!!!

the gals....





This is the first time in my life wearing swimming suit.... i have try very hard to diet before i can persuade myself to buy and wear it!!! after all, it is not that "cham" i guess^^

after that, we have a seafoods BBQ prepared by Evone's friend, which is a engineer from Myanmar. His name is Ah Ooo, and he is such a nice guy...
although he looks a bit dark, all of the gals were falling for him... haha....
a good role model of boyfriend ^^

after the BBQ, we went to laguna disco... yes, we do drank some beers and we were a bit excited d... i mean the gals only la... we dance like a monkey in the disco while the guys were a bit shocked to see us acting abnormally....

after dancing and sweating, we manage to be a bit conscious d. so we went to see the blue-sand which is actually the planktons. during nite time, there were shinning like a blue star in the sand. and we also went to see shooting star.
Steven, also a friend of Evone brought us up to the huge rock and we just wait patiently for the shooting stars. all of them saw the shooting stars except for me and Evone. was quite sad with that....

we went back to our room and have a nice sleep after have such a packing night^^

looking forward for tomorrow's arrival^^

Penang trip-Day2 (24-05-2008)

Tonight we going to take our bus to Terengganu fo our Redang trip. So we dare not to over spend our time by hanging around at the island. So, we decided to try out the famous seafood at Tambun.

we reach Tambun around 12pm after Felix and soon you arrived at Liyong house to meet up with us.

The seafoods were nice and the price is reasonable as well. Just that i feel a bit disgusting with a lotssssss of flies around us. It is really irritating with those yucky "little creatures" flying all over around us.





some of the fresh alive seafoods in the restaurant.


The fishy is really H-U-G-E

These were the foods we having on that day ^^


Fried mee with seafood



Fried "sotong"



My fav "la-la" with sour and spicy style.



fried baby "kai lan" with salted fish



Curry crabs which was not in my Fav list...



"lai liu Prawn"


the last dish is the fishy^^


yin yin busy "hammering" the crab. this is why i don't enjoy crab....
i am too lazy to "ketuk ketuk ketuk" the crab to get it's flesh=.=


the gals after finishing all the foods. Grown fat loe!!! wakaka...

after having our lunch at Tambun, we went to Sunway to hang a while. we back to liyong's house around 5pm as our bus is at 9pm on that nite...

Redang, we are coming !!!!

Penang trip-day1 (23-05-2008)

since i came to kedah to further my study, i thk my fav state would be Penang. Penang is well-known as a food heaven and also a shopping paradise for Malaysian...

i love to go Penang, but it just a bit tedious for me to travel to Penang by bus and ferry. It takes about 1 and 45 minutes from kedah to reach Butterwoth. Then we will reach at jetty and we need to take ferry to reach the Island. the journey takes about 30 minutes to reach if the ferry is on time.

Then to go to my fav shopping mall which is Perangin Mall or which is more known as Komtar, we need to take another bus to reach there. with the rapid bus, it shorten the time to reach there.

This time as usual, we went to Perangin Mall to shop for our swimming suits for our Redang trip. and also some t-shirts and stuffs for our trip. we do spent a lot for the swimming suit. as my swimming suit is the latest stock, it cost me RM160... my purse is bleeding all the way after i bought that swimming suit. where others only bought theirs for Rm100. and i don't think mine is worth for RM160 as i thk some of my friend's swimming suits were much more prettier than mine. Just that i don't have the suitable size and they just don't look good enough to suit me. sigh.....

as i am diet-ing, i cant enjoy my lunch at Perangin mall. i only can "watch" my friends enjoying there meals where as i have to drink my "diet shake". That is really torturing me !!!!

we took some photo during our lunch time.






The food were really nice. this western food restaurant were located at the 3rd floor of Perangin mall if i am not mistaken. It is just situated beside a salon.
The set meal was worth as it included a course, soup of your own choice, drink and a dessert for only not more than Rm20.
The mushroom soup is among the nicest of all for me !!!
for this time, i only can see my friends enjoying there meal while i only can have my Skye juice =,=

We back to the main land around 7-8pm. And we were very very hungry by that time. so without wasting any time, we decided to have our dinner at ChaI Leng Park which well known as "wai sek gai" for the local. This is not the 1st time i pay my visit to there. i miss the foods a lot. we enjoy Lok-Lok, "tai lok mee", "sheng me" and herba tea.

waiting for the ferry at the jetty...



on the ferry d...

well, we reached main land late because the ferry is not on time on that night. we waited for the ferry for about an hour. the jetty was so crowded with the passenger waiting for the ferry and i hardly can breath with the mixture of different odours around us.... smokes and also their unique body odour of all the passenger around us is making me sick=.+



my Fav Penang Lok=Lok



My Fav "Tai Lok Mee"



and not to forget my Fav "sheng mee" as well^^.



after enjoying all the goodies, we back to Liyong's house for a nice sleep. well, as usual, i can't sleep early on that night.

probably start to fantasize about my coming trip ^^

我回来了

又回来吉打了，很想动手update最近的近况， 但是却有懒惰虫在作怪。。。。

这几天在college都无所事事，因为很多lecturer都还没进班， 所以每天去college看连续集， 享受着堕落的生活。。。。

今天终于有lecturer进班了，看着一个个lecturer的出现，我们心里都斟了一下下， 因为上个sem的lecturer都KNS(kanasai), 害得我们好苦啊！！！！

这个sem的lecturer总算过得去， 我们也终于守得云开见明月了!!!

这个sem有继续我的减肥计划，跑步和上游泳课， 我知道我一定行的，因为上个sem已经有点成绩了，所以我很有信心这次我还能继续下去！！！

妹妹将去那间大学深造的结果将在明天揭晓，大家都很紧张，真的很希望她能如愿以偿，可以到西马来深造。。。
这样一来，她可以出来开开眼界，我也可以和她一起去玩，跟可以到她那里tumpang 。。。。

哈哈哈。。。。

一切就得等明天了！！！

加油和祝她好运吧！！！

i am back!!!

finally, i am back!!!

i am now waiting for my next connecting flight to Alor Star which will depart on the next morning around 7am....

sigh, now staying at Mcd in LCCT... damn sienz....

miss my mum, my sis, my bro, my dad and my frens at kch d....

miss all the kolo mee, laksa, kueh chap, sio bee and bla bla bla....

feel reluctant to get back to Kedah ler....

but i really gain weight after staying at kuching for 1++ week....

so,I guess its time for me to get back on my track and continue with my plan to reach my ideal weight!!!

will update all my trips and recent life soon.... stay tuned^^

i am now in kl!!!!

i am just bck from Redang trip...

the trip was GREAT and i really enjoy it!!!

i am now in kl, will update bt my trip soon...

stay tuned!!!!

i miss kuching and my frens!!!

wait for me yea!!!!

Time to say good-bye to Kedah....^^

finally, my exam ended by this evening....

was feeling relief and excited, yet tired haven have a good-sleep since past few weeks....

burning midnite oil is making me sick.... and now finally i am FREE!!!

4am in the morning, here am i....

still packing my stuff.....

nearly cant open my eyes d.....

My bus to penang by tml morning is at 8++am....

hopefully i can manage to finish packing my bags b4 the arrival of sun^^

Bye -Bye Kedah for 3 weeks....

Peang, i am coming!!!

Redang, I am coming!!!

KL, I am coming!!!

and finally kuching, i am finally bck to ur hugzzzz^^

last day and last 2 papers to go!!!

2 more papers to go...

1 more days to go!!!!

yeah!!!!!

really not in the mood to study... sienz....

my mind had gone into the trip's imagination...

eating goody stuffs at penang, snorkeling at redang and shopping at kl!!!

tml still have Anatomy and English papers to go...

Jiayou!!!!

爱与希望

愛與希望

詞/王雅君 曲/林俊傑


大地被搖晃著

天空突然黑了

我的心也被震碎了 下一秒瓦解了 淚堆積成了河



但明天是好的

我們要堅定著

愛~讓我們不放棄活著 還要繼續和大自然拔河



當愛與希望 投射炙熱的太陽

昨日淚光 會隨時間都蒸發

別輕易放棄 明天要許更多願望

裝滿了勇氣 就更有力量



當愛與希望 倒映暖暖的月亮

再回頭望 又是築好的家鄉

我知道未來還有好多路要闖

我打開了窗 看見了晴朗

这首歌曲时JJ林俊杰为地震灾民所写的。。。。
听着这首歌，觉得很温暖。。。
没有比普通的畅销流行歌曲好听，但是惯有着JJ独特的简单旋律，及温馨的填词， 很有教会的感觉。。。。
很博爱的一首歌。。。。
在此强力推荐！！！
JJ,真的越来越喜欢你了！！！
不愧是我的超级偶像。。。
不愧我从你的第一张专辑支持你的至今！！！

加油哦！！！

第一关

明天就要闯第一关了！！！

PHYSICS!!!

过了明天，暂时可以松懈一点。。。

虽然还有三章papers，但是physics是我的一个大包袱！！！

祈祷明天可以安然度过physics那关！！！

上帝保佑吧！！！

为灾民们祈祷吧！！！

这几天一直忙着k书，没什么时间阅读报纸， 但是还是偶尔有瞄到大标题。。。。

四川的地震， 大湖也随时面临决缇， 天灾真的很可怕。。。。

一夜之间，美丽的城市竟变成了人间地狱。。。。

妈妈昨天打来，叫我如果能通过手机捐款，就尽量帮助人家吧。。。。 毕竟施乐于受。。。

现在我们所能做的就是为灾民们祈祷吧！！！ 希望更多人能被获救！！！

真的很庆幸， 我们的国家如此的和平！！！

珍惜所拥有的一切吧！！！^^

counting down for the days to come.....

counting down for my exams to arrive.....

counting down to go for my trips......

counting down to go bck to my sweet Kuching.....

study-ing is making me sick!!!! Especially PHYSICS!!!!

i haven really touch Physics since i went for Form 6....

No calculation for me pls!!!! dats y i hate add-maths, and physics!!!!

today have been spending whole day just to revise 1 chapter for Physics!!!

Hopefully there will be more Theory-based question for this coming Tuesday's Physics ^^

counting down for 1 more days for my exam to start....

counting down for 4 more days for my exam to finish....

counting down for 4more days for my Penang trips....

counting down for 7 more days for Redang trip....

counting down for 10 more days for kl trip....

counting 13 more days to fly back Kuching!!!!

Gambateh!!!!

乌云飘走后，是否会有晴天的出现？？？

乌云飘走后，是否会有晴天的出现？？？

前阵子，觉得自己好倒霉，好倒霉。。。。

一直卷入人事是非， 和人家有误会， 有口角， 还和人吵架。。。。

虽然那些都是一些我不在乎，甚至不喜欢的人，但是还是觉得心里像有块石头似的， 很不舒服。。。。

我这人就是死脑筋， 只要有人生气我， 不爽我，即使是我不在乎或看不顺眼的人，由或者根本不是我的错，我都会觉得不安。。。。。

昨晚， 我和室友做了一件很迷信， 即很“AUNTY”的事， 就是把一盆摆在房里的水晶丢掉。。。。

其实那是一位马来同学送给我们的生日礼物，但是， 不知道是巧合， 还是真的很邪门。。。

收下了那水晶后， 衰事接二连三的发生。。。。

可能八字不合吧。。。。 我的室友昨天pray了一会儿， 我们便把那水晶包进黑色的垃圾袋， 半夜十二点把它丢在垃圾桶内。。。。

虽然知道这有点残忍，毕竟是人家一番心意。。。。。。

但是， 这让我以后都不是很敢收水晶作为礼物， 因为据说它们是有灵气的， 要看和主人合得来否？？？

丢了那水晶后，今天好运似乎已开始了，也不知道是巧合吗。。。。

我盼望已久的allowance 终于来了，让我去旅行的经费有点着落了。。。。

因为之前还一直担心钱不够用，因为要去很多地方，热浪岛，槟城， 吉隆坡和kuala selangor。。。。

还有和我吵架的死家伙今天终于和我打招呼了，还有之前对我有点冷淡的人今天忽然打电话来和我聊天。。。。。

希望好事还会接二连三的来吧！！！！

加油哦！！！！

又来了！！！

又来了！！！

姓“马”的族群又来稿是非！！！

明明是自己说她的“好姐妹“-“爱猪脚“有tips不肯给他们， 叫我做中间人和她讨， 结果我只是传话给他们说她叫我们和别班人拿， 因为那是另外一个lecturer给的tips。。。

谁知饶了一个圈圈， 传的话变了另一个版本， 说我乱讲那爱猪脚自私，不肯给他们tips!!!

拜托，明明自己整群人都这么认定了，还要拿我当替死鬼！！！！

害的那只爱猪脚send sms 给我，说我backstab 她!!!

去他的！！！！ 是你自己的族群天天看你不顺眼， 在后面backstab 你， 你没有人理的时候， 你就会凡事都call 和 sms 我和 Carrie, 现在你却不信任我们！！！！

稍微松懈一下都不能！！！！ 你们真的是一群不能被信任的鬼！！！！

男男女女， 老老少少都一个样！！！！！

下次我会做狠心一点！！！

别再想求我！！！！！

去你的！！！！！！ #@#%$%$^%$%^$%@@%^*&&%#@@~!@$# ( p/s: 好想骂五字经啊！！！！）

白费功夫

今天的考试简直是荒谬！！！！

简直是白费功夫！！！！

k 了整夜的书， 在今天的考试一点都派不上场用！！！

去他的！！！！

为什么每次考试都是这种感觉！！！

那些人是怎样set 考题的？？？！！！

一群大笨蛋！！！！

勉强不来

勉强不来。。。。

没感觉就是没感觉。。。。

不用委屈自己去接受。。。。

可能偶尔会有一些错觉， 但是冷静下来后，便知道一切真的只有错觉！！！！

所以， 喜欢的就是喜欢，不喜欢的就不喜欢.....

不要因为想要而去勉强拥有。。。。

所以， 我是清醒的！！！

你是窣邋

有时候真的觉得自己像一张卫生纸， 让人擦了擦眼泪， 擤了擤鼻涕， 就让人随手而丢。。。。

为什么当人家需要一个听众聆听他们的心事， 我总是能耐心的聆听。。。。

我知道自己的角色一向来是这样的， 我也很愿意成为朋友倾吐的对象。。。。

但是， 偶尔当自己面对问题是， 身边想找个人依靠， 想找个人倾吐，都好难。。。。

偶尔， 当我心情很不好时， 想找人聊， 那个人就是意识不到我的坏心情，就只随他任性的讲。。。。

是否自己的表达能力差，让人意识不到你想找人谈， 而是想听人家说。。。。

当我不想谈天的时候，人家就偏偏爱来找我屁！！！

但是自己从不拒绝， 即使自己有要事在身。。。。

不懂得如何拒绝人的毛病始终改不了！！！

你是窣邋！！！！！

不值得

歌曲：不值得
歌手：梦飞船

不值得
梦飞船
除了想你除了爱你
hu ~我什么什么都愿意
翻开日记整理心情
hu ~我真的真的想放弃
你始终没有爱过
你在敷衍我
一次一次忽略我的感受
我真的感到力不从心
无力继续
这感情不值得我犹豫
不值得我考虑
不值得我爱过你
这种回忆不值得我提起
不值得想起
不值得哭泣
这段感情早就应该放弃
早就不该让我浪费时间找奇迹
这样的你不值得我恨你
不值得我为你而坏了心情
我决定不为你而毁了心
放弃爱你
除了想你除了爱你
hu ~我什么什么都愿意
翻开日记打开心情
hu ~我真的真的想放弃
你始终没有爱过
你在敷衍我
一次一次忽略我的感受
我真的感到力不从心
无力继续
这感情不值得我犹豫
不值得我考虑
不值得我爱过你
这种回忆不值得我提起
不值得想起
不值得哭泣
这段感情早就应该放弃
早就不该让我浪费时间找奇迹
这样的你不值得我恨你
不值得我为你而坏了心情
我决定不为你而毁了心
不为你而放弃爱情
不为你而毁了心
我决定不为你而毁了心
放弃爱你

超有Feel的一首歌， 是超级星光帮3的其中一首参赛歌曲。。。。
真的很不值得， 为了你。。。。
有时真的让我觉得我的付出好像一个傻瓜。。。
笨笨的付出。。。。
但是你从来没正眼的回头看我一眼。。。。
偶尔对我好一些，我便想个傻子般感动得落泪。。。。。
你呀你！！！你是世界上最傻，最笨的女生！！！！
到了这种时候时候，还不清醒！！！
是不会有奇迹出现的！！！
别再等了！！！！

每次每次告诉自己，不要为了这种不值得的人而伤心，为了他而坏了心情，为了他而不能趟开心给另外的人，但是心就是不听话!!!!!
很想自己打醒自己！！！！
你在这里伤心， 在这里哭泣，在这里开心，在这里愤怒，在这里想念，他全都不知道！！！！
又不能告诉他， 因为他的耳朵永远都闭了起来， 没有我说的份！！！！

每次每次告诉自己， 是时候死心了， 是时候放弃他了。。。
但是， 告诉我，你有哪一次是办到的？？？！！！！
说你傻又不是，说你伟大又不是！！！
真不知道要怎么骂醒你了！！！！

朋友的劝言, 你到底有听进去的吗？？？
朋友都说， 他不值得你对他那么好，不值得为他等， 不值得为他舍弃别的人，不值得为他浪费了看世界有多大的机会！！！
但是， 你只会一昧的沉沦下去。。。。
朋友都说你没药可救了， 就让我自生自灭吧！！！

醒了吧你！！！ 超级大傻瓜！！！！！

母亲节快乐！！！

现在已经是凌晨一点钟了， 听着光良品冠的“是你变了吗？“ ， 手里握着热腾腾的蓝藻麦片，准备开夜车。。。。

刚才本来是想小睡一会儿，好让待会儿开夜车可以开夜点， 谁知不断有电话及短讯的来电声， 把我的小睡计划搞砸了。。。

结果头又痛， 又睡不着，一肚子的火， 很不好受！！！

但是自己的习惯就是即使睡觉也不关机和不把电话处于静音状态， 的确几次把我从睡梦中吓醒， 但是就是改不了这习惯， 可能是给一篇email 感动到的， 所以从此也不关机睡觉了。。。。

一边和婉甄玩着短讯， 喝着热乎乎的麦片， 想把今晚的心情纪录下来， 旁边的室友在读着圣经， 大概是温书温到累， 温到有点压力了吧。。。。

刚才把我的小睡计划搞砸得电话中，有一通是妈妈打来的， 是在半夜十二点打来的。。。

那时我正好快要进入睡眠状态了，偏偏电话在这时响起， 所以心情有点不爽。。。。

和妈妈聊天时的语气也很不好，很敷衍。。。。。

妈妈说刚才打给妹妹， 妹妹也在睡觉， 因为这时的她正在damai度假。。。。。

我便问妈妈，为何那么夜还打来，我也正在睡觉，待会儿还要爬起来k-书。。。。

妈妈却只说没什么特别的事， 就只想和我聊聊天。。。。。

可能听到说我待会儿得爬起来温书， 语气有不这么讨好，妈妈也匆匆忙忙说了Good night， 还以开玩笑的语气说了Bye-Bye。。。。

当妈妈盖下电话的那一刹那， 我才觉得自己很坏很坏，是个坏女儿，因为今天是母亲节乐。。。。。

真惨。。。。。妈妈在正中十二点打来，正好是母亲节，我这女儿却没和她聊聊天，顺道祝她母亲节快乐。。。。

怀着不安与内疚的心情，在床上辗转了接近一个钟， 更本被办法入睡。。。。

想打回去给妈妈，但是恐怕她早已入睡了吧。。。。

现在打着这篇部落格， 只想和妈妈说声对不起，和母亲节快乐！！！

明天一早一定要打回家，和妈妈亲口说母亲节快乐！！！！

好了，在这里逗留了也好一阵子，得回去继续k我的书了。。。

加油哦！！！！

am i lucky?

Your Luck Quotient: 67%

You have a high luck quotient. More often than not, you've felt very lucky in your life. You may be randomly lucky, but it's probably more than that. Optimistic and open minded, you take advantage of all the luck that comes your way.

How Lucky Are You?

What Makes You a Good Friend?

You Are a Good Friend Because You're Supportive

You are almost like a life coach for your best friends. You give them help when they need it... but you also know when to give them a push. People tend to rely on you for moral support and advice. You've probably always been mature for your age, so this is a role that's you're comfortable with. A friend like you is one of the rarest kinds. You are both a good mentor and companion. Your friends need you most when: They are confused or worried You really can't be friends with: Someone who only wants to complain Your friendship quote: "The only way to have a friend is to be one."

What Makes You a Good Friend?

Karma???

You Have Good Karma

In general, you like to do the right thing when it comes to others. Your caring personality really shines through. Sure, you have your moments of weakness - and occasionally act out. But, all in all, you're karma is good... even with those few dark spots.

How's Your Karma?

What's Your Inner Blood Type?

Your Inner Blood Type is AB!

Your personality is hard to define - you're very unconventional. And even if your personality could be defined, it would be completely different next week! Outgoing and shy, sensitive and thoughtless, you tend to have a very split personality. This makes you unpredictable. You can be a total angel - and a total devil. You are most compatible with: everyone! Famous Type AB's: Jackie Chan and Marilyn Monroe

What's Your Inner Blood Type?

What Is Your Heart Feeling?

Your Heart is Feeling Shy

Your heart certainly has some strong feelings, you're just not sure if you're ready to let them show. You could be someone's secret admirer, or maybe you just haven't truly expressed how deep your feelings run. Maybe you're still a little unsure about how you feel... or your unsure about what reaction you'll get. Deep down, your heart is susceptible to: Clamming up and running away from love Your current outlook on love: Introspective and a bit detached Your love life will improve if you: Put yourself out there a little more. If you don't try, you'll never know. Watch out for: Having a one sided romance - you need to be sure you're feelings are reciprocated

What Is Your Heart Feeling?

很准的一个心理测验。。。。
当我选了我中意的心型后，答案一出炉， 自己真的下了一大跳！！！
因为此刻的心情的确像及了解答，很不确定，超不确定，一切都只能用不确定来形容。。。
很讨厌矛盾很不确定自己要什么的状况...
不知道知否真的能放下一段自己很执著的感情吗？虽然只是单方面。。。（又被这心理测验的最后一句讲中自己的心事了=.=）
不知道自己是否能敞开心扉给别的人？
不知道。。。。
是否一辈子都会这样傻傻的坚持自己愚昧的执著？？？
算了。。。。
不知道。。。。。

PBSM's visit to Hospital Sultanah Bahiyah Alor Star ^^

yesterday, our collge's Bulan Sabit Merah had organize an activity which is paying a visit to the new hospital Sultanah Bahiyah located at Alor Star....

the hospital was built in 2007 and it is still very new....

all the building are vry futuristic style and the compound is vry vry huge!!!!

we undergo several activities such as paying visit to wad, having some seminar and lastly we practice CPR....

here are some photos taken on that day ^^


smartest gal with the beret ---> Carrie


in the seminar hall ^^


practicing CPR


Yeah!!! i am done!!!


Group photo with the hospital's crews b4 we left^^


nice photo took while waiting for our bus's arrival^^


exhausted d.... going bck to hostel ...

hopefully no more activities during exam's season...
its damn tiring !!!!

信错人vs 怪错人

最近犯了两大错误！！！！ 心里即内疚又愤怒！！！

第一， 信错人了！！！
平时看起来似乎还和你蛮不错的样子，哪知道最后竟然会陷害你，而且做错了事，还死口不认， 说是你自己不聪明， 才中他的计！！！！
难道那种种族的人是永远不能被信任的吗？？？ 难道那种种族的人是不能和人类交心的吗？？？
一次又一次的“中招“， 看着他们狗咬狗， 带着假面具，说人是非后又跟那人要好。。。。。
这都是他们恶心的性格， 让人看了很想扁他们！！！
不吃猪肉是对的， 因为同类不能吃同类，而且他们跟没资格吃那么上等的肉！！！！

第二， 怪错人。。。。
怪自己急性子，不小心把人给抖了出来。。。。
虽然平时就对她印象很差， 觉得她很恐怖， 令人讨厌。。。
所以， 没想那么多，就怀疑是她先陷害我们，乱和那种种族的人说我们坏话。。。
谁知， 我们华人里面我最不看好，最不信赖的人， 都远远比那种“猪群“ 人好。。。。
很想和她说对不起，但是就是开不了口，希望她会没事。。。。

从这件小小的事看来， 我吸取了一些教训。。。
永远不能再相信那种种族的人！！！ 没有下一次了！！！
我要学聪明，学会戴面具！！！
我要学会控制脾气，以免再滥杀无辜！！！

姓猪的！！！！你给我看好！！！！！

不被期待的晚餐=.=及我的好战友篇^^

不知从何开始， 我的晚餐已经变得不被期待的时候了。。。


每天， 早餐和晚餐只能喝我的“HERBALIFe" 的 milk shake.....

真的很 sienzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz, 每天两餐都得靠它！！！

我最爱的面，饭， 巧克力，署片， ice-cream 等等，我都不许碰！！！

减肥，减肥， 还是减肥！！！

为什么人类要有肥瘦之分？？？？

害的我们“肥肥“一族都得受“减肥之苦“？？？

为什么有人就是如何吃都不胖？？？

有些人却吃了一点点，隔天脸便肿了起来？？？

真惨！！！

但是， 我还是很庆幸，因为假如我不是“肉肉“的， 我就不会定下心来，每天去跑步，游泳， 做运动。。。。

甚至连这几天病了，我还是拼了命的去跑步....

我知道这是很任性，很不理智的举动， 但是， 我一定不可以放弃！！！


在这里，我要谢谢一个人， 就是我最有义气的战友兼姐妹----〉美盈！！！！

谢谢你每天不离不弃的陪我跑步， 游泳。。。。

谢谢你偶尔得受我的任性要求，硬硬把你从午觉里拉起来，陪我去跑步。。。。

或是你想睡到较迟的星期五早上， 还把你拉去游泳。。。。

真的很感谢和庆幸有你那么好的一位姐妹！！！

大家一定要加油哦！！！！

These medicines doesn't help at all =.=

sick sick sick....

i hate to be sick!!!

everyday drink "liang teh", but it seems that i doesn't work for me!!!

these medicines all are useless =.-


Panadol Soluble....


now u can see "me"


Now, u don't ^^


For my flu, provided by Felix ^^


for my sore throat, provided my Tammy's dad ^^


yea, this is caused by MeeYin!!!
trust me, this is chocolate =.=
this is chocolate- Mint's flavor!!!
although it looks disgusting, i still love it!!!
especially when i am sick, i still crave for it!!!
sigh sigh....

大伤风了！！！

先是喉咙痛，过后发烧， 以为喝了那么多凉茶，就会好，结果今天反而大伤风了=.=

真得很讨厌伤风的感觉， 狂打喷嚏，整天头晕晕，一倒在床上便可以呼呼大睡， 书又温不到。。。。

上个学期也是一样，STUDY WEEK 期间竟然生大病， 直接影响到我last minute study 的计划，最内疚的事便是把病菌传染给凯励， 害的她也一起生病了。。。。。

所以这次，我一定要快点痊愈，喝多多多多的凉茶， 好好休息，让病菌全都杀光！！！！

刚刚和FeLix and cArRiE 去吃KfC, 但是我只有看的份， 看着他们两个吃的津津有味， 好羡慕好羡慕哦！！！

可惜我抱病在身， 又减着肥，要不然。。。。hiak hiak hiak (奸笑-ing)

好了，我待会儿得冲个凉，吃感冒药，过后便要睡觉了。。。。

希望明天一早醒来，会是个健健康康的Tammy ^@^

考试又来了！！！

是的。。。。

考试的脚步声越来越接近了，但是我还是不把它当成一回事，该拿我怎么办？

大概剩下一个星期左右吧！！！

眼看着同窗们开始埋头苦读，我却还在这时候生病， 就像上个学期一样，临考前大病了一场，真惨！！！

这次我得好好照顾身体，不再让历史重演。。。

我答应自己，再过几天便会定下心来， 开始k书。。。

但是， 现在还是让我享受一番， 把我的戏看完先吧！！！

加油哦！！！