I need a BREAK!!!

This week is really being a hard time for me.....

Dozen of assignments + Bad mood = Sad Sad Tammy....

Seriously, Listening to music helps me unwind after a busy day....

I promise myself that i will heal myself up, and i think i MANAGE to cope with it finally .....

and i am now looking forward for this Friday's arrival!!!!

we gonna watch movie and have our Pizza at Jitra Town....

Kedah is really suXXXXX

no elsewhere we can go to have fun or hang around =.=

luckily there is still a small Jitra Mall for us to spent our leisure time !!!

I REALLY NEED A BREAK!!!!

教義

§ 平時多吃些粗糧。
§ 給別人比他們自己期許的更多，
§ 用心去熟記你喜歡的詩歌，
§ 不要輕易相信你聽到的每件事，要小心證實。
§ 不要花光你的所有，留點備用。
§ 不要想睡多久就睡多久，光陰寶貴，適當就好。
§ 無論何時說 '我愛你 '，請真心實意。
§ 無 ! 論何時說 ' 對不起 ' ，請看著對方的眼睛。
§ 相信一見鍾情。
§ 永遠不要忽視別人的夢想。
§ 深情熱烈地愛，也許你會受傷，但這是使人生完整的唯一法。
§ 用一種明確的方法解決爭議，不要冒犯。
§ 永遠不要以貌取人。
§ 慢慢地說，但要迅速地想。
§ 深刻理解所有的規則，合理地更新它們。
§ 記住：最好的關係存在於對別人的愛勝於對別人的索求之上。
§ 回頭看看你發誓取得的目標，然後評判你到底有多成功。
§ 無論是烹調還是愛情，都用百分之百的負責態度對待，但是不要期求太多的回報。
§ 不要把這篇教義僅留於自己的手邊。

很有意思的一篇“东东”。。。。
“不要想睡多久就睡多久，光陰寶貴，適當就好。“ 尤其是这句最经典！！！

因为本小姐刚刚睡了三个小时的午睡来。。。。。。=..= 懒猪！！！

Emotional Outburst......

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Suddenly having emotional outburst I guess....

i am always trying my very best to be nice, friendly, cheerful....

I am always trying to be rational, to be calm....

I tot i can make it.....

but everything just seems to be WRONG!!!!

until just now, i am nearly lost of control d....

I use to tell myself, just laugh or smile, then everything will be fine...

but things just don't go smooth as i expected ....

I guess I need a break.....

I am tired of smiling to others d.....

And i am positive that i couldn't smile anymore.....

I feel like Locking myself into a small room, and let me ignore everything outside there.....

can I???

I don't mean to do so.....

Just suddenly feels like things around me are all making me angry, pek chek !!!!

Yea, i admit that it's my own problem, not their faults.....

just suddenly get up from my bed, and feeling bad mood since the morning till now....

i just don't know why>...

assignments? friends? Love? family? Homesick? maybe all of them are making me SICK!!!???

i just feel like being alone, maybe for a while, just a while....

don't ever try to provoke me now... please.... you can't take the consequences....
cuz even me, myself don't know what am i going to do next???

JUST LEAVE ME ALONE !!!!

don't try to talk to me....
don't try to make me laugh....

i will heal myself eventually... with my own way...=.=

sorry for being rude or inconsiderate.....

i don't mean it....

sincerely ......=..=

more updates for my trip on 18th April 2008-part 1

18th April 2008,its Friday, sunny day indeed....

The weather is just fine for us to have our trip. I have been craving for a trip after a hectic life i need to go through for the whole week. Assignment period surely is a helly-life for us as a student.

so, we decided to have a one day trip to 3 places, which are Bukit Keriang or well-known as crystal hill by the locals, Bukit Kayu Hitam and lastly Padang Besar situated at Perlis, the neighbour state of Kedah.

so, we depart from the hostel around 9 o'clock in the morning. We suppose to depart at 8.30am, but you know la, Malaysian time 8.30 a.m means 9.00 a.m. With Felix's Iswara and another rented Kancil, 10 of us embark on our journey.


Felix is the driver for this car.
The other members are Tammy, Anna, Carrie, and Meeyin.


the members for this Kancil are Siew Wen, Siew Lian, Yek Ping, YinYin and Evone.

we reach Bukit Keriang around 9.30am. We never expected that we really gonna to climb up to the top of the hill. i nearly cried when i knew that we gonna have hiking to get to the top of this stewpid mountain.This really recalls my painful memory of climbing up the Santubong mountain at Kuching.....

sigh, i need to follow the majority's decision in the end....


walau ei, so high la the mountain which resembles an elephant...>.<'''

The worst part is that only 8 of us gonna make it for the hiking as my dearest "Jie Mei" , Felix need to accompany his Gal Gal to Paddy Museum. Her Gal Gal dislikes outdoor activities. So it surely be a "NO" for her to climb this stewpid Elephant Mountain.

Try to imagine, with only girls in the team, its surely a risky activity for us. but we still insists to go for it !!!!

i'm quite disappointed with Felix la frankly speaking.... by letting the girls doin the risky climbing stuff.
The mountain is quite isolated and looks scarry for me....

but, we took a lot of photos along the way...lets have a look ^^


yea. the gal with pinky-sweater is me!!! do i look PRO? wakaka...


say cheese although its damn tiring.....


another shot ^^

the best part of this climbing activity is that we found some crystals along the way ...


Yeah!!! we found the crystal !!!


posing with our crystals!!!

Actually, i feel like snatching the crystals that we found... but due to the myths of the locals, its better not to take anything from the forest or mountain to avoid the disturbance of the evil spirits.

you noe la, human beings tend to be superstitious although we are so educated with all the science facts and theories. so, after posing with the crystals, we put the crystals back to its' origin position.


we continue with the hiking after that. and its really great that we can enjoy the great view of whole Kedah on the half way of our hiking.

and while we we busy taking the photo of the great view, suddenly a misterious guest turn up and ruin the whole activity.....


this stewpid monkey turn up!!! sienz.....

we never tot that we will be so afraid of "him".... all the gals squeeze together and try to calm ourselves down. sigh....

siew wen try to chase the monkey away, but we stop her from doin that cuz we afraid that the monkey will attack her if she makes HIM angry....
and siew wen tries to take his photo... i was so afraid and my whole body is shaking....
my canon is with siew wen.... if the stewpid monkey snatches my dearest Canon, what am i gonna tell my dad???

Tammy: "sorry, dad, the monkey borrow my camera for the photographing session meh??? Pengz....." i am sure my that my dad gona be mad with that !!!!


shitt.... when siew wen try to take his photo, he come closer to her and he looks a bit angry d.....

Carrie remind us not to look at the monkey's eyes and try to ignore his existence. we tried very hard and prayed at the same time....

Wild monkeys do attack human beings.... we knew that for sure !!!!

Phew, luckily the idea works.....

thanks to Carrie, the stewpid monkey slowly pass by us and get to another way of the forest... without waiting any longer, we quickly make our move to go down the hill....

Although we cant reach the top, safety is the most important issues for that moment....


kin kin kin.... faster get down from the mountain!!!!


still got mood posing kok.... sigh ....


finally... we make it !!!!bye bye Bukit Keriang!!! no more monkeys!!!


i need water.... i need air-cond.... i need help.... damn exhausted!!!!

after that, we manage to spend some time visiting the crystal stalls....

Makcik selling crystals.


This crystal looks like an elephant or Piggy??? i am sure its halal cuz the makcik selling this crystal is Malays....
No PIG for them !!!


so many crystals.... which 1 shd i pick ler???

my friends bought some crystals as it is soooo cheap....
3 for rm10 nia....
i din buy any of them as my mum don allowed me to do so....
sweat sweat !!!!

the journey to Bukit Keriang is full with unexpected excitements.... will sure miss the moment....


posing with the Bukit Keriang b4 we left... can u see the shape of an elephant???

stay tuned for more updates on Bukit kayu Hitam and Padang besar !!!

突然好想家。。。

突然很想家。。。。明天便是妈妈的生日了，又不能回去和她度过。。。。

做着讨人厌的ilmu pendidikan's assignment, 突然又一阵冲动想回家。。。。

很想念古晋的家人，朋友，古晋的一切切。。。。。

怀念妈妈的唠叨，妹妹的利嘴， 弟弟的慵懒，爸爸的冷酷，此刻都是我最想念的。。。。

好想抛下一切，长一对翅膀，飞回古晋。。。。。

昨天没错是玩了一整天， 疯了一整天，但是偏偏今天打不起精神做课业。。。。

但是， 今天， 此时此刻，很想哭，大哭一场，homesick了吧！！！！

此刻，突然又一阵冲动，连我期待已久的热浪岛之旅都没心情想去了，连好吃好玩的槟城都不想待了，连购物天堂吉隆坡都不想逛了， 只想奔回家。。。。。

虽然古晋的The Spring 和 Boulevard 比不起kl 的 Midvalley, Pavillion, or, bla bla bla....
虽然古晋的jalan song 比不起penang 的美食街。。。。。
虽然古晋的damai beach 比不起Redang 的海边。。。。。

但是我就是爱她！！！！

不行，待会儿得打给家人， 充充电， 听听妈妈的唠叨， 和妈妈撒撒娇，和妹妹弟弟斗斗嘴。。。。

加油吧！！！！


令我最矛盾的地方----〉古晋机场
是我最不想去，却最想到达的目的地。。。。


我好怀念和向往的古晋夜景


还有，当然少不了想念的“它”
古晋的吉祥物----〉可爱的猫猫

Interesting Trip

Blue-blue sky... just love this photo ^^

just came bck from an interesting trip ^^

went to Bukit Keriang---> crystal Mountain, Bukit Kayu Hitam which near theThailand's border, then Padang Besar situated at Perlis...

Took many interesting photos along the journey ^^

damn tired now...., so won't be able to update my blog now....

stay tuned for my update about the trip soon ^^

please stop TORTURING us !!!!

please la !!!! please stop torturing us PHYSICALLY, MENTALLY AND FINANCIALLY!!!

this is not the 1st time d!!!

i beg u all please ----> stupid Teacher division Department!!!

we are future Teachers!!!, not ROBOT, or PROFESSIONAL TYPIST !!!!

Can you all be clear with that???

with all the stupid assignment given to us, government are only training us to become a professional typist and plagiarist!!!!

Each time when we are given an assignment or task, the first thing we do is surfing the Wikipedia website!!!!

thats why our lecturer hate wikipedia so much!!! muahaha!!!

yea, we know that its wrong to do plagiarism, but we have no choice!!!

the lecturers are sucks, the college's library is even sucks!!! how can you all expect us to come out with ideas and information for our task!!!

Government are only wasting our money, time and life!!!

we spend more for photostating materials for assignment, printing fees, to buy files than for our food!!!

we don't dare to spend more for other daily needs just because of the stupid assignments!!!!

last nite I was damn frust!!! the lecturer just suddenly want us to pass an assignment without informing us earlier!!!

what the fuck!!!! we still having test on the next day!!! they just can't be more considered!!!

Shit!!! you really tot that we can suddenly pop up with the assignment like playing magic tricks mei!!!

because of that, we need to burn midnight oil just to complete the stupid and shit-ty assignment!!!!

waliu ei ar, i can hear my wallet crying d!!!! photo stated so many useless materials just to make our file look magnificent and thick!!!

for them, maybe quantity is more important than quality!!!

so we come out with our "baby" at 1++am!!! We even running out of time to study and go through the notes for the test!!!


My baby---> anatomy and physiology file =.=


can you see how thick is the stewpid file???!!!!


let us have a close look!!!! damn it!!! my money all gone d because of you!!!!


tired me!!! after giving birth to this 'BABY"!!!

I THINK I CAn even kill people with this file!!! damn heavy and thick!!!
the 1st person i going to kill maybe will be the Director of BPG (Bahagian Paling Gila)

Muahaha!!! please stop torturing us liao la ok????
my liver is shrinking from day to day because of burning midnite oil till 3-4am!!!
my wallet is shrinking as well.... you tot with the little allowance, its enough for us to survive mei???!!!!
and my brain is shrinking as well cuz do too much of "copy and paste" activities rather than twisting my brain to think!!!

what the heck!!! What kind of teachers you guys expect to produce for the future???

cermelang? Gemilang? terbilang???

please stop Bullshitting and day-dreaming la!!!!

堕落之时。。。。。

今天终于可以放肆一点了， 逍遥一点了，轻松一点了， 因为今天刚刚submit 了恶心的assignment !!!!

想起昨晚我还在埋头苦干的赶课业，就有点可悲了。。。。

都怪自己， 一向来只要due date 没有把我逼到墙角，我是不会开工的。。。。

昨天还很萧洒的， 慢条斯理的， 一会儿跑步，一会儿洗衣，一会儿上网， 都不想动手做课业，虽然隔天已经要submit了。。。。

拖上拖下，摸东摸西的， 到了晚上十点左右才甘愿做， 结果像疯子般，一直狂打字， 狂想构思，一直到凌晨4点半才把“孩子”给顺利的生下来。。。。。

因为喝了咖啡的关系，所以上到床上还不是很能入睡，所知道的事，自己在那里， 翻上翻下，翻左翻右，不知不觉便听到可恶的闹钟响了。。。。

真讨厌，又得去学院了， 超不甘愿起身的！！！！

到了学院， 也是有点半昏迷状态，真惨！！！

好不容易，捱到了放学时间，就冲回宿舍，看了恶作剧二吻，冲了凉， 就呼呼大睡了....

从下午三点睡到晚上七点半， 真有够堕落的！！！！
连跑步都起不了身， 还真有点愧疚。
所以明天得加倍努力的跑了！！！！

冲冲冲！！！！ 冲啊！！！！！

救济品来咯！！！

前几天刚收到妈妈寄来的救济品！！！！

超开心和兴奋的！！！

那天一放学，就赶紧冲去学生办事处领我期待已久的包裹， 让后开开心心的把他捧回宿舍。

一回到家，就赶紧冲个凉， 然后就开始拆包裹大行动了。。。


装满了妈妈和家人的爱心的包裹^^


虽然在这里能买到同样的食物，但是只要一想到，它是妈妈远在Kuching飘洋过海寄到来的， 连吃下去的感觉到会不同，因为有古晋的味道，会更甜吧^^


里头有我爱吃的香菇， 新鲜的菊花， 弟弟给的零嘴， 妈妈自制的虾米sambal， 炸花生江鱼仔， 一些衣物， 爸爸给的对抗考试的文具。


妈妈给的生日红包， 利利是是 ^^


妈妈特地为我祈福的护身符 ^^

收到包裹的心情就有如拆礼物般， 充满着惊喜与兴奋， 虽然有时你早已知道包裹里头装有什么。

因为那种温馨的感觉是难以形容的。。。

自从来了吉打后，妈妈或朋友偶尔都会寄包裹或卡片来，这表示还有人记得我德存在，关心着我。。。
这种感觉真的很棒， 相信你们会体会到的，即使小小一张卡， 也可能载满了满满的关怀与爱。

所以我很喜欢从远方寄东西给朋友， 让他们体会到我远方的祝福。。。。
所以， 我真的很希望会快点收到我一个从外国朋友寄的卡片，等了足足两个星期了， 最好别给弄丢了， 要不然我会砸了这里的邮政局吧，哈哈。。。。

偶尔寄些小惊喜给身边的人吧， 我敢保证他们一定会甜到心里头的^^

黄花奇景

今天和凯励和崇佑去停车场拿车的时候，顿时给眼前的奇观吸引住了。。。。

满地的小黄花， 发出一种很特殊的味道，但是我并不是很喜欢这种奇特的味道。。。

很多人纷纷忍不住拿起相机来在那里狂拍， 因为真的蛮壮观， 很有外国的味道。。。

我和凯励最后也忍不住，拍了几张照片，真可惜没带我的小佳能来，所以只能勉强用我的MP4拍了几张。

满地的小黄花， 把车子给洒满了黄色的色彩。。。。

自恋女王1号---〉凯励


自恋女王2号---〉Tammy


可怜的扫地阿Pek明天要扫到腰断了吧！！！


可怜崇佑的小青也中招了！！！

过后， 我们上到车时，我突然感到一阵难以呼吸的感觉， 可能我对这种花粉和它独特的味道过敏吧!
所以， 下次还是别碰花类了！！！

"Kolam" competition

Kolam is a decorative design drawn in a variety of sandpainting using rice powder.

today, when we on our way to the library, we discover all of those fantastic and beautiful kolams at the library foyer.


one of the kolam done by participants ^^


another 1 that looks like scout's logo???


Me with my classmates' product ^^
not bad la rite.... hehe....


and finally, this is the champion...

suddenly feel like doing one oso...
hehe....

哭， 因为可怕的恶梦， 还是压力？

已经是凌晨两点钟了，我还在线上游荡，还不想睡。。。。

刚才哭了一场，好久好久没哭了， 因为近来没什么值得我流泪的事。。。

哭了出来，感觉很累，很累，很伤元气，但是， 我觉得是值得，也让我舒服多了。。。。

自从一位身边很要好的朋友离去后，发现人生彻彻底底的改变了，不再有那么多感动的事， 让我可以大哭一翻了。。。。

记得从前每当自己哭得 一把眼泪，一把濞滴时， 身边的他不会安慰我，反而和我一起哭了起来，想起来真的好好笑，一个大男生哭成这种样子，有时觉得他似乎太过于“感性”了吧。。。。

前几个晚上，发祥自己在梦里哭了，哭得好惨，因为梦里面的他“死了”。。。。
梦到他和我一起在海上遇难，然后他掉到海里了。。。
当时的浪好大好大，好像很生气似的，好像要把他给吞了，结果他便这样的消失在大海中了。

梦在这时候还没结束，这才是让我觉得有点可怕的一点，我在梦里，听到警察告诉我， 他们经过三天三夜的寻找，终于寻找到他的尸体，我那时崩溃了，简直是要疯了。。。

我哭得好惨好惨，而且在梦里，我们的好友群里，都不知道此事， 我得一个个致电去告诉他们。。。
过后， 我到了他的丧礼，我最怕梦到的场景，真的很怕。。。。
我没看到他的最后一面，因为在梦里，他的家人都说，他的头发全都没了，因为在海上漂浮了太久，所以面貌已经有点可怕。。。

可能在梦里的我， 还向保留他最完美，最好的印象，而选择不去看他最后一眼吧。。。。
我过后还梦见我帮他的家人做了一些善后事，
过后不知不觉，在早上六点四十六分时，我便突然醒了过来。

那时的我， 真的有点分不清梦境与现实， 很怕梦里的情景会变成真的，因为自己的确有点小迷信。。。
枕头角有点湿， 不知道是眼泪，还是口水。。。。
哈哈。。。。可笑吧？？？

假如把这件事告诉他，恐怕他也会笑我傻吧。。。
但是， 真的很怕很怕，告诉了身边的一些朋友关于我的梦，他们也都说我可能近来压力大，所以才会做类似的梦。。。。

也许是吧，但是今晚的确已经把心头上的其中一块大石搬开了，感觉轻了好多。。。。
但是，说我迷信也好，幼稚也好，还是很想找机会，告诉他， 最近出入或做任何事都要加倍的谨慎，小心。。。。
我真的不想身边的人有事，我要看到， 健健康康，平平安安的大家。。。
所以， 一定要好好照顾自己，好吗?

好了，得回去继续我的课业了，晚安^^

Aries Women

Aries Women

She thinks the world is watching her through the eye glasses of rose petal frame. She thinks people think and talk about her only about good things and often disappoint to know the fact that they are not true and not even real, so she will feel hurt. She think her path has to be a beautiful one. She think only good things so she prepares and always make arrangement for herself to be in the right path always, quite systematic indeed.
If there is no guy in her life, she will be busy with herself. This
seemingly ordinary woman will push herself to meet her goal. Her face mostly will be slim and long, high cheek bone, Eye brow slightly curve up, slightly tall more than short, thin lips and she will have quite a confusing or mixture of character.

Sometimes, she will be very careful about guy she will mingle with. She thinks as if she has a main CPU in her head and she could memorize everything from her childhood. When she faces with problems, she will handle them and solving them very well, and at the same time showing other people that she has that capability. She can put her mind in solving problems in crisis better than many other Zodiac. Once she determine to do thing, nothing will stop her.

Woman in this Zodiac could be totally different from one woman to another woman. You could see her in the party dancing like flash dance or dirty dancing, as well you could also see her as an old fashion lady or a geek.
She could be someone flashy and wanted by many men, or she could be a cold and non-social person. She will have her own way to win you over. Once she choose you, she will need to be proud of you.
"Love" is not as important to her as "Marriage". Her real goal in life is "Safety" and her position in other people sight need to be "Secure". She plans her life, and socially life easily and very carefully. She is also very artistic and realistic, so if you are a nobody or nothing, no chance because she loves ambition and a good life. She need lots of love,but do not want and do not belief in an occasional or unconventional love.

She is a proud in nature type, so if you see a woman in this Zodiac come from a poor family, she will act like a woman from a noble family by birth anyway (certainly there are always exception). She always look cool even when she is not. She like to make people see her as "secure and confident" even she is a mixed emotion and mixed character type. If she is mad, you can tell right away and she can stay moody for quite a long time.

You never have all her times, for she likes to work hard and also spent some spare times working for charity. You will see woman in this zodiac a "Volunteer" for camp, and if she is in a high society, she will most likely be a president or a V.P. of a "Club". She is a romantic and artistic, but being poor and unstable is certainly not in her dreams. Her beautiful imaginations need to be realistic, for failure is not in her plan.

A Goat always climb high, so either she start from a low point or a high point, she will make sure at the end she will have the best spot. She will not show her ambition, but she will show that she satisfy with herself now. Once you look back she already moved up again , quietly but sure.

If she is your love one, be supportive and understand her. She is stubborn, but she will listen. She will act like a gentle fragile person,but in fact she can stick you down like a super glue without you knowing it.

this is quite true as well...
hehe....

4月６日 大膽求証的實驗者

4月６日 大膽求証的實驗者
宮位：牡羊座15º-17º
牡羊座二
本位的火象

4 月6日出生的人有一種無法控制的沖動--想運用周遭發現的所有事物來做實驗。在這方面，他們很有科學精神，會深入探索情緒、身體和心理層面的各個角落，沒有一件事情逃得過他們的審視，而且他們會不厭其煩地去挖掘事情的真相，或是看它如何進行。許多這一天出生的人，不只擁有孩童般的好奇心，也會展現出領先出眾的高度創造力。

即使是在最平凡的領域，例如每天的生意或工作中，這些從不疲倦的尋覓者也會努力找出什么地方出錯了（因為永遠都會有地方出錯），并且想去糾正。他們最基本的動機是窮究事物的真相。當然啦，如果必須做實驗，他們就會需要實驗用的小白鼠，所以這一天出生的人，不單是很歡迎他們的親朋好友或陌生人來擔任這個角色，也很愿意親自披挂上陣。在尋求答案的時候，他們可是鐵石心腸、殘酷無情的。

只要這一天出生的人對事情產生了疑慮，他們就會要求以合乎邏輯的態度來講座他們心胸開闊，而且喜愛思考﹔不過，通常會把理論奠基于測試或經驗的結果之上。令人頭痛的是，當他們得到預料之外的結果時，問題就來了。在這種情況下，這天出生中比較開明的人，還是愿意承認原先的假設是錯的﹔但是頑固派的人就不肯重新來過了，他們會一次又一次地，嘗試找出合乎自己理論的結果，于是，他們表現出的盲目，就會令身邊的人備感困擾。

4 月6日出生的人，通常會找出最佳方法來完成事情（如果他們對這件事沒有太多成見的話）。有時候，他們樂于嘗試最怪異方法的開明心態會很可笑，不過，他們的出發點可是很嚴肅的。這個特質會讓家人和朋友很喜歡他們，不過卻容易惹惱伴侶，使彼此疏遠。所幸4月6日出生的人頗有自嘲的能力，這一點也証明了，他們重視他人的立場，勝于自己的自尊。

最重要的是，4月6日出生的人，眼光相當高遠，可以把握住更遠大的目標，并預見種種的可能性。因此，這一天出生的人在本質上是夢想家。然而，就像所有的夢想家一樣，他們會讓身邊的人覺得難以捉摸。雖然他們時起時落的活力，有可能會贏得一些同事或朋友，得是這天出生的人，有時的確也會高估了他們所能得到的支援。他們如果要實現偉大的目標，最好培養一分激勵團隊朝共同目標前進的能力。
幸運數字和守護星

4月6日出生的人受數字6及金星的影響，因此他們具有吸引愛情，以及受他們崇拜的磁力。由于金星與社會互動有強烈的關連，所以4月6日出生的人，不可避免地會將其發明及實驗運用在人類社會中。他們也喜歡與別人共事，不論表面上看起來多么的獨來獨往，但在工作上，他們仍會維持社交接觸。4月6日出生的人也受到很強的火星（牡羊座的主宰行星）影響，但能和數字6以及金星配合得很好，所以不論男女都是精神健全、心智平衡的人，這樣優秀的組合，使得他們更具有吸引力。
健康

4 月6日出生的人，對于自己身體的好奇，就像對其他事物的好奇一樣。不過，由于他們一定是自己的第一個實驗品，所以這樣大膽的行為，真的是有礙健康。如果服用藥物是他們實驗的一部分，那么他們就有上癮的危險。眼睛是靈魂之窗，對一個實驗家來說更是重要，所以眼睛有問題就要立刻就醫，必要時得戴眼鏡矯正。這一天出生的人經常在動，所以額外的運動就沒有那么重要。他們喜歡在吃飯時和人聊聊天、聯絡感情，也喜歡吃大鍋菜，例如意大利面、煮豆子、湯和烤肉。他們連吃東西也不忘研究精神哩！他們公把食物做各種組合來實驗。呵！也許真是有些走火入魔了。
建議

記住自己的責任。提防成為進而底之蛙，并保持情緒的平衡。學著讓別人也去發現事情。不要摒棄傳統價值。不要太過不切實際，當理論真的不適合的時候，就把它扔了吧。
名 人

胡迪尼(Harry Houdini)魔朮表演者，他是杰出的遁逃朮藝朮家，從束縛衣到水中加鎖的沉箱，全都難不倒他。

台灣老牌演員常楓，以《香花與毒草》獲金馬獎影帝。

“蘋果電腦”總裁史卡利(John Sculley)。

美國飛機設計家道格拉斯(D. W. Douglas)，同時也是道格拉斯飛機公司的創辦人。

指揮家普烈文(Andre Previn)，曾任倫敦交響樂團指揮，也是鋼琴家、作曲家。

珍娜林(Janet Lynn)溜冰先手，她曾獲得五屆美國花式溜冰冠軍。

塔羅牌

大秘儀塔羅牌的第6張是“戀人”，這象征透過兩性結合的愛，能使全人類團結在一起。牌面正立時，表示道德、美學以及肉體上更高層次的感情與渴望﹔牌面倒立則代表欲求不滿、多愁善感和遲疑不決。

靜思語

沒有一件事是不重要的。
優點

創新、具有吸引力、有遠見。
缺點

褊狹、狂熱、氣焰高張。

quite accurate ler... hehe...
try to compare with the next analysis of my hosroscope ^^

雨过天晴^^

雨过天晴。。。。

此刻的心情， 大概只能用这四个字形容了吧！！！

之前一直困扰着我们的问题， 终于在今晚告一个段落了。。。

虽然， 今晚的谈心起初有点愤怒，有点不满， 有点伤心，有点失落。。。

但是， 却在很温馨的拥抱下， 把之前的一切不快都抹掉了。。。。

谢谢你们一路上陪我在这片陌生的土地上，一起走过风风雨雨。。。

没有你们，我也不懂我该怎样在这里度过我五年半的学涯。。。。

所以，希望一切真的是雨过天晴了。。。

明天会更好。。。 我相信着。。。。

我真的很在乎你们，虽然我不曾说出来。。。。

从前, 有一个脾气很坏的男孩，他的爸爸给了他一袋钉子，告诉他每次发脾气或者跟人吵架的时候就在院子的篱笆上钉一根。第一天，男孩钉了37 根钉子。后面的几天他学会了控制自己的脾气，每天钉的钉子也逐渐减少了。他发现，控制自己的脾气，实际上比钉钉子要容易的多。终于有一天，他一根钉子都没有钉，他高兴地把这件事告诉了爸爸。爸爸说：从今以后，如果你一天都没有发脾气，就可以在这天拔掉一根钉子。日子一天一天过去，最后，钉子全被拔光了。爸爸带他来到篱笆边上，对他说：儿子，你做得很好 , 可是看看篱笆上的钉子洞，这些洞永远也不可能恢复了。就象你和一个人吵架，说了些难听的话，你就在他心里留下了一个伤口，像这个钉子洞一样。插一把刀子在一个人的身体里，再拔出来，伤口就难以愈合了。无论你怎么道歉，伤口总是在那儿。要知道，身体上的伤口和心灵上的伤口一样都难以恢复。

你的朋友是你宝贵的财产，他们让你开怀，让你更勇敢。他们总是随时倾听你的忧伤。你需要他们的时候，他们会支持你，向你敞开心扉。告诉你的朋友你多么爱他们，告诉所有你认为是朋友的人。

好有意思的一篇文章， 来得也正是时候。。。。

我一向来真的很少对我在乎的人说， “我关心你， 我爱你， 我在乎你“之类的话，

因为我认为以我们的感情，彼此会有一定的信任度， 不需要一些很表面的东西来表现你的关怀。。。。

但是， 最近我发现我错了。。。。

原来人真的很脆弱， 很需要得到肯定， 很需要你亲口对他们说你是在乎他们的！！！

我会吸取教训， 在这里， 我要告诉你们， 我真的很在乎你们，虽然我不曾说出来。。。。

心如刀割

心如刀割
演唱:张学友

我的天是灰色我的心是蓝色
触摸着你的心竟是透明的
你的悠然自得我却束手无策
我的心痛竟是你的快乐
其实我不想对你恋恋不舍
但什么让我辗转反侧
不觉我说着说着天就亮了
我的唇角尝到一种苦涩
*我是真的为你哭了
你是真的随他走了
就在这一刻全世界
伤心角色又多了我一个
我是真的为你爱了
你是真的跟他走了
能给的我全都给了我都舍得
除了让你知道我心如刀割

此刻的心情就有如这首歌。。。
突然听回这首歌，很喜欢很喜欢，但是万万想不到， 这首歌将会放映我今晚的心情。。。
我该怎么做？？？ 才能让你不再对我有所猜忌，有所误解？
我该如何让你知道， 我的伤心绝对不会少给你， 我的失望绝对没有比你的少？
为何历史一直再重演？为何让我们伤心的总是同一件事？为什么在我以忘记此伤口的存在的时候， 你却让我到回从前，让我再一次尝试到痛苦的滋味？

有谁能告诉我， 我现在该怎么做吗？
有谁？？？？。。。。。。。

Maggie 涨价了！！！

快熟面涨价了！！！！！！

这对我们泡面一族可是个晴天霹雳的大新闻！！！！

从rm2.80 涨到RM3.40!!!!!! 足足涨了60仙呢！！！！

越来越觉得我像一些斤斤计较的“师奶”了吧！！！！

没办法， 环境所逼吧! 但是自己已经算是蛮会花钱的败家女了！！！

朋友们常说我缺乏理财观念，很爱乱花钱买不实际的东西，但是我就是没办法啊！！！

好啦，我尽量答应你们我会检讨自己的！！！

但是不能担保一定行哦！！！

心情不好的时候， 该如何是好？？？

最近不知道为什么， 自己和身边的人的心情似乎都很不好， 很阴晴不定，，，，

是不是课业太繁重了？ 还是人际关系不是处理的不太好？还是考试的日子越来越逼近了？？？

心情不好， 我自己都很难控制本身的情绪， 所以更别所要我去安慰人了。。。。

看看房间里的电字钟， 荧幕上的显示已经是凌晨4点钟了， 我刚刚才睡醒。。。。

最近一直是这样， 晚上大约11点就爬上床，抱头大睡了。。。。

过后， 不知道是否内疚感作祟， 自己半夜都会爬起来。。。。

过后， 能的话， 就要看看明天要present 的 powerpoint presentation....

撑不下的话，便会爬回床上，继续做睡猪。。。。。

可能是因为连续两个晚上都很不舒服，

前天是头痛头晕，因为淋了雨的关系吧。。。。

今晚却是胃痛发作， 真惨！！！

讨厌那么体弱多病的自己。。。。

最近心情真的糟透了！！！

因为最近似乎被朋友误会了， 但是真的不知道如何开口解决这问题， 因为自己和她的脾气都蛮冲的， 怕会越谈越越糟。。。。

而且，最近的课业都忙得我们快喘不过气来了。。。。

还有加上好久好久已经没有回古晋充电了。。。。。好想家啊！！！！

所以实在没那种精神和时间去烦别的事。。。

应该继续让时间把它给带过，还是应该找他来谈谈呢？？？

不知道？？？？

如何才能让她知道我们是关心他， 但是就是不善于表达， 不爱挂在嘴边的挂心呢？？？

希望她有一天可以体会到那种爱，好吗？？？