My practicum has come towards the end... BUT>>>>>

I feel like posting this post ages ago d, just that I don't have time to do so. You might ask why? since you say that your practicum has come towards the end, you should be relaxing now like your others friends....

The reason is that my DEAR lecturer had nominated for the "guru practicum cemerlang"... duh.....!!! You might think that It should be a good news for me, why I still say "duh!!!" It might be a good news if I do not need to go through another observation by 2 senior lecturers and a video camera to record my whole teaching process, this is called as "rentasan"

"rentasan" means to let 2 senior lecturers to observe your teaching to decide that whether you are really deserved for the "cemerlang" or not. I was so frustrated to get the news. I refused and rejected my lecturer for so many times d. she even called me during my "afternoon nap-ING time" just to persuade me to take the challenge. and the next day she came to my school to observe my friend, she keep on nagging and nagging...

She was a bit angry d when I keep on saying "NO, I haven well-prepared". she thinks that I am too negative minded and she was disappointed with me. This make me felt a bit guilty and finally i NEED to say YES to her.

she was so happy and keep on reminding me about updating all my record books and folio as those senior lecturers gonna check all my record books and folio. Its easy to say update all your Record books and folio, but to do it it is damn HARD.

as you all know, I always cin cin cai cai stuff some papers in my folio and my handwriting in the record book was TERRIBLE!!! Now, I need to make my folio thicker by writing all the reflections and putting all the teaching aids. sigh....!!!

and the thing that worry me the most is the coming observation on this coming Tuesday. I am damn stress up by it now while all my friends are enjoying their moments and counting down to go home only. duh!!!

What should I do for next week? I should be having my great moments with my students now instead f having this kind of stressful moments.

I am counting down my time to go to Malacca and HK. Hope that we will be safe for the whole journey. I hate H1N1 !!!! and wish me all the best for my next week's observation.
Poor me doing the teaching aids for my lesson.....
Damn tiring!!!



(p/s: and another sweet and touching thing to share with you all. remember my students from SKBBD for my previous practicum. Afrina, my sweet little monitor finally learn how to email. she emailed me yesterday. Was so touched to get her email. She ask when can Teacher go to visit them as they all miss teacher so much. I would like to do so but just don't have the time for now. Afrina, I shall try to arrange my time ya. I miss you guys a lot!!!)

and thanks to Carrie for helping me through the way....

I am lucky to have such a helpful and good Jie mei, coursemate, and room mate!!!
You always be by my side when I need some one to help me. you know that I am not good at expressing my feeling. but you will always be my best pal!!!

Thanks alot!!! AND promise to cia u eat after this stupid "rentasan" had over ya!!! =)