姐妹，生日快乐！！！

至我最要好的姐妹，晓甄！！！ 生日快乐哦！！！！
所有的祝福，都在此献上给世界上最善良，最可爱，最肯包容我的姐妹！！！

我知道，我并没有做到像你对我那么好的姐妹，真的很抱歉。。。 我们一路走来，有过开心，有过伤心，有过冷战，有过争吵， 但是所幸的是你有着一颗包容我的任性，包容我的无理取闹，包容我对你的冷落，包容我对你的不好。。。。

如果能的话，我希望我的第一份工作的薪金可以请你吃一顿好的。。。。
如果能的话，我希望我拍拖是，我会第一个告诉的人是你。。。。
如果能的话，我希望当我穿上白纱，步入礼堂，第一个祝福我的然是你。。。。。
如果能的话，我希望当我的孩子喊我妈咪时，她同时也喊你~干妈~。。。。
如果能的话，我希望当我们白了头，还可以一起到公园散步，牵着我们的老伴和孙子，谈着我们儿时的趣事，从幼儿园一直谈到我们老掉牙。。。。。。

这是我的狂想曲，希望它真的会实现吧！！！！

送上SHE 的一首歌，给你哦!!!!

老婆

从昨天 到今天

还有明天

感谢老天

让你们陪在我身边

爱的心 痛的心

等待的心

因为你们的拥抱

我很放心

当初见面的不安

彼此的探索

也许有些茫然迷惑

朝夕相处才发现

这世界中

没有人比你们更懂我

朋友 姐妹

都已不够来形容　

我们的默契骄傲　

扶持与包容

老婆 老婆　

我们一起打勾勾　

请记得约定的旅程到永久

从昨天 到今天

还有明天

感谢老天

让你们陪在我身边

爱的心 痛的心

等待的心

因为你们的拥抱

我很放心

当初见面的不安

彼此的探索

也许有些茫然迷惑

朝夕相处才发现

这世界中

没有人比你们更懂我

朋友 姐妹

都已不够来形容　

我们的默契骄傲　

扶持与包容

老婆 老婆　

我们一起打勾勾　

请记得约定的旅程到永久

朝夕相处才发现

这世界中

没有人比你们更懂我

朋友 姐妹

都已不够来形容　

我们的默契骄傲　

扶持与包容

老婆 老婆　

我们一起打勾勾　

请记得约定的旅程到永久

请记得约定的旅程到永久

最后，献上最真诚的一句。。。。。

姐妹，生日快乐哦！！！！！

人心难测！！！

昨天发生了一些然我们一家的housemates 都很失望的事。。。。。

现在想起来， 心都寒了。。。。

和我们做了四年的housemate竟然那么自私，那么的阴险，那么的心机！！！

她为了名哲保生， 竟然无赖我们六个人，说我们教她做了一些不好的事，企图拿我们来当替死鬼！！！

她为了圆谎，还在我们面前演了一出戏， 演技还精湛的很，简直可以去领金马奖最佳影后了！！！
平时卫生习惯差也就算了，现在连心和思想都污浊起来了，简直无药可救！！！

平时我们对他不薄，却没想到她到处去造谣，说我们是非！！！
做错事了，还恶人先告状！！！
竟然有连叫妈妈去骂受害者， 真的很不要脸！！！！

最可怕的事，是在他所作的一件件坏事被东窗事发后，竟被我们知道他背叛和伤害了对他有恩的人。。。。

天啊！！！！ 这世界上怎么会有如此恐怖的人呢？？？
我还以为这种情节只会在电视荧幕里出现，没想到这里却上演了一部那么精彩的一幕！！！

那时，当我知道他冤枉我们时，我首次有想动手打人的冲动！！！
原因是她一直装傻，装无辜，委屈，还有不断的撒谎！！！

我现在看到他，简直是反感到了极点。。。。！！！
她的妈妈一直没敢打来，我们真的很希望他打来，好让我们好好问她是怎么教她的宝贝女儿的！！！

我们真的无法想象，那么多年来，我们在明，她在暗，不只对我们做了多少件恐怖又不为人知的仇视。。。。。

看到他，只觉得他心机很重，不知何时会拿刀在我们背后捅我们几刀！！！

真为她的room mates 感到不值和不安，好象和她住在同件房，随时都会天降横祸。。。。。。

这世界是怎么了？为何真心对一个人好，还会被那个人陷害，落井下石呢？
做人真的很难啊。。。。。。。。。

好人？坏人？傻傻分不清了。。。。。。。。

slowly recover....

Today, I was absent for my lecture for the afternoon session. My sore throat was quite serious and I feel so energy-less as I can't swallow any food.....

Today, I attended the morning session's lectures and I only can talk very very soft and slow.
Luckily I manage to get my presentation done by yesterday, or else I gonna suffer for today.

Just now went to jog with mee yin, siew lian and Carrie at the lake park. Although I am sick, I won't forget my diet plan. I must hit my target -55kgs before this cny.

Frankly speaking, it was quite hard for me to jog when I am sick. I feel so tired when I jog ...
I really can't get sick again.

Just now I bought my alor star-kl's flight tickets d. I listen to my mum, so I will take my plane to transit at KL. Now, I feel relief as I settled my flight tickets d.

My sore throat is getting better now after I drank all sorts of drinks, including 100 plus, kek hua teh and plain water.

Tomorrow we still have dono wad integriti taklimat... sienzzzz...
so I filled up my phone with all the new songs to be listen in the hall when the speakers crapping
on the stage.

I am very nervous to know who will be my supervisor for my mini thesis. My frens them all know their respective lecturers d. Pray hard so that I will get a nice lecturer to supervise us.

I feel quite sleepy d. think it's time for me to go to the bed now. nitez....

sore throat

Last night I din manage to write my blog as Felix, Carrie and I work up till 3-4am.

This is the consequences of doing last min job.....We never scared of that although we have been go through this kind of situation for few times d....

Last night was a nightmare as we need to work on presentation for today's presentation and also assignment to be submit on this coming Thursday.

Last night after I finish up my part, while waiting for Carrie and Felix to complete theirs, I suddenly sneeze non-stop and my throat was a bit itchy and pain....

I guess I am going to get sore throat for the second time again. So, just now I went to buy Listerine and make myself a mug of chrysanthemum tea......
Hopefully I can recover soon as my practicum coming soon and my throat is my precious asset and weapon for my practicum.

Today, we were the first to go for our ~bimbingan and Kaunseling~'s presentation. I am glad that our group did well. My lecturer praised me for performing well in the presentation. Luckily we did it on today, If not, I may be mute for tomorrow.

Talking about the compliment that my lecturer gave me, I was a bit ~pai sei~ when he said that I did a good job as I may do some extended reading or I paid good attention during lecture.
Carrie and I was laughing as I know that I am not a good student whom behave well in the class. I use to talk or SMS while my lecturer is giving his lecture. Don't he realised that? It was damn OBVIOUS!!! I nearly talk louder than him and Carrie will pull my sleeves to signal me so that I can control my voice.

sigh sigh sigh~~~ what to do? I am a notty student!!!! haha..... and 2-3 hours lecture is driving me crazy. I always gossip and talk with Felix and Carrie whom sit beside me. lolz.....

oh ya, last night we had our belly dance class again. because we din practise enough, we end up with a mess. so after I submit up my assign, I really need more time to practise again.

Oh ya, not forget to mention, I bought my flight tickets for KL-KCH and KCH-KL for cny d.... I haven buy my tickets for Alor Star -kl as I am thinking to take bus as it cost cheaper. I will need to persuade my mum and dad 1st before I make any booking.

That's all for last night. My throat is calling for help and I am very sleepy as I only slept for 3 hours for last night. I still have a lots of laundry to do...but I am going to take my nap 1st .... I wana bother about my laundry, and assignment which need to be submit by tml...

Nitez~~~~~

17-01-2010

I need to go to bed now...

Gastric till I can't type a single word for my assignment....

Hopefully tomorrow I can wake up at 7 to continue my assignments...

and finally I settle my flight ticket's problem d....

yay!!!!

Good nite av1 ^^

16-01-2010

刚刚踏正凌晨一点三十分，突然想起今天是老弟的生日。
我这不中用的姐姐竟然王乐和他说声~生日快乐~。。。。。

偏偏电话忘了RELOAD， 又不能打给他。。。。
刚刚用了室友的电话打给他，为了要问妈妈一些关于机票的事，但是妈妈早已睡了。
放下电话，才想起老弟的生日是在一月十七日。。。。

算了吧！！！ 明天再打给他吧。。。

原本想买个手表给他，当生日礼物，但是老姐现在穷得不行。。。 看来得押后了。。。
老弟，你便耐心等待吧。。。。。

今天去了亚罗士打血拼！！！ 虽然没什么钱，但是一旦决定了要回家过年，总得准备几件新衣吧！！！
今天我们从中午十二点逛到晚上十二点。。。。足足逛了十二个小时，真不得不佩服我们！！！

我们去了MCD 吃了一年只有一次的发财汉堡！！！ （希望吃了真的会发财吧。。。）
过后便在 Star Parade 逛到下午四点钟。。。买了一件我好喜欢的格子衣和一条腰带。。。

过后到了City Plaza 便买了一件旗袍，和 牛仔裤。。。。。
说到旗袍，我去年便很想买了。。。。。。。
今年我终于如我所愿，买到了件很和我身的， 价格也很公道。。。。

但是， 旗袍最重要是要显示身材的完美曲线，这件旗袍真的很不错，前错万错，错在我的小肚肚！！！
唯有美中不足的便是我的小肚肚，看来我得用一个月的时间，然~他~稍微平复些，要不然，我肯定让我那帮牙尖嘴利的死党踩得一文不值。。。。。

我刚才便和室友说，买了这件旗袍后，你将会很少看到我吃饭了。。。 真惨！！！！
女生爱美便得付出代价咯。。。。。

我们在 City Plaza 流荡到晚上七点钟，便跑到~唐人街~医肚子。。。。
等了个炭炒果条便等了半个小时，再来等了五香鲁肉，便等了一个小时。。。。
等了一肚子火，我们却只花了五分钟把食物一扫而空。。。。
所幸食物还很不赖，值得一等。。。。。。

吃饱后，便到了晚上九点三十分了，以为可以回家了，却在路途中看到Alor Star Tower 摆了个春节摊位。。。
天啊！！！ 我们便下车逛了一阵子，在那儿有卖了些可爱的日用品。。。

回到家便一块十二点钟了，试了所有的战利品后，觉得超满意的！！！
今天虽然花了些钱，但是绝对是物有所值！！！

今天是我回来以后最开心的一天吧！！！！

15-01-2010

今晚的网志我决定用华语来写，因为我不想让一些友族读到我的网志。。。。

今天是星期五，也是吉打的周末。

也不知从何开始，我爱上了吉打的星期五，因为唯有在今天，我可以轻松轻松，不需要为了课业烦。。。

今天一早，我最开心的事，就是可以自己在厨房，煮一碗自己最爱吃的伊面。虽然只加了盐和少许的胡椒粉，我仍然很喜欢伊面香喷喷的味道，虽然汤底真的是淡了点。。。。

今天Aneka来了个超级大减价，所以特别交待朋友扫了些食物回来过冬。。。。。
当中少不了快熟面和饼干。那些食物相信是游子们在外地求学少不了的东西吧！！！

今天的我还是去学院的操场跑了八圈，我真的得加把劲，因为现在临时决定回家过年，所以一定得在一个月内瘦多辆公斤， 才会倒回我之前55公斤的重量。。。。

原本想去买套旗袍来穿，但是一本小姐现在的身材，应该很难办到吧！！！

今天在面子书看到cousemate说allowance 要等到农历新年过了才发，我真的是晴天霹雳，相信其他人也一样。。。。

我们穷到快不行了。。。。。现在竟然说还得挨到过年后，我们可真的要吃空气了！！！

我至今仍不能做任何决定，我始终觉得花爸妈的800 让我回家过年，真的很内疚。。。。
我不想让他们浪费那么多钱，但是他们说叫我别担心钱的问题，只要一家人能团团圆圆一起过年便是了。。。。

刚才Nic打来，也劝我说新年还是回家过年吧！！！ Chee 和 婉甄他们也一直说服我回家。。。。
我真的希望他们会谅解为何我会如此的犹疑， 我也不想让关心我的佳人和朋友失望啊。。。。。

现在的我，真的很烦。。。。。
明天还得去一Alor Star 买些新衣过年，今年我一定要乖些，不再乱买衣服了。。。。。

希望明天的我会把持的住！！！！ 加油吧！！！

14-01-2010

I just finish soaking all my dirty clothes in the bathroom, and I am quite sleepy d....

Just now my mum called me and said that my dad asks me to go back to Kuching for this coming chinese new year. They said that they will sponsor all the flight tickets for me to go home, which is very expensive = rm800.

I am still quite confuse whether to go back or not to go back. I decided to post this shoutout on facebook, ~RM800 just to fly bAck Kuching for Chinese New Year.... Is it worth? To be with family and friends for 1 week holiday......What am I going to do?????!!!!~

Most of my friends said that it is worth to pay RM800 so that I can celebrate CNY with my family and friends. I just feel that the air tickets are too expensive and it's kind of burdening my parents. They still need to do a lot of shopping for CNY , yet still need to sponsor my air tickets. I felt so guilty and I cried when I talked to my mum just now. My mum asks me not to worry about those money, they rather spend that money just to let me go home and have reunion dinner with them.

I was so touched but at the same time, I was a bit annoyed by them. They just can't understand how strict is my stupid college regarding to the attendance's issue. I experienced that before and I was totally freaked out by that time.

They were so harsh to us and I had been treated like a problematic students although my result was quite top in my batch. Sigh.... what kind of admin are there. They just can't consider our ~sarawakians~ problem. We always have hard time to deal with our air tickets.

Because of this, I yelled at my mum and now I am very regret with that now. I call her just now and promise her that I will try my best to adjust my holidays so that I can go back although I will only arrive at Kuching around 8.30 on 13th February night.

I will miss out the reunion dinner but I am sure that my family will leave lots of yummy foods for me.

Now I am quite sure that I will be going back to Kuching for this coming cny d. I will need to have some discussion with the School headmaster so that he can let us take 3 days' leaves. The other thing is that I need to buy some new clothes as I haven buy any because I din expect that I will be going back to Kuching.

I still haven get back to my previous weight which is 55kgs, so how am I gonna get those new clothes fit into my body now....=.='''

Anyway, just forget bout that. I will be going to ALor Star by this coming Saturday to hunt for my cny clothes. The most important now is to be with my family and friends ^^

Wednesday 13-01-2010

it's 12.30 am now.....
Felix just left our house after dealing with our assignments....

We are totally not in our mood to do that assignments .....sigh!!!

And I am in a BIG trouble now....
well, I dono how to solve that problem, just hope that everything will be fine.....

I am really tired of those repeating schedule of our lectures d....
Everyday we will be having class starts from 8am until 1pm....

It's our last year in IPDA d, yet there are still lot of workload thrown to us and we hardly can have a relaxing final year....

and mum just called me, she asked me whether I really made up my mind for not going back to Kuching for this coming CNY....

what else can I do as I am having a BIG problem with my financial now...
our allowance haven bank in yet and I am having a BIG hole in my wallet....

I hope that our allowance can be bank in to our acc asap....
please please please.....!!!

12-01-2009

I was about to sleep just now, but waken up my by ~donald duck~ alarm around 1am just now...

So here am I, after finish watching the last part of ~xia yi zhan, xing fu~ from Youtube, I continue to write my diary blog over here.

Today, I was quite annoyed with someone, I don't want to mention HIS name over here. It'll spoilt my mood to continue my writing...

Just that, I really hate someone who is a looser or ~a piece of shit~ to comment on the others!!!
Who are you to comment the others? Take the saying of Chinese to suit his face, attitude and body, ~go to pee and look ur face in the reflection ~ la!!!! Face and attitude are all like SHIT!!! Or shd I say, WORSE than SHIT!!!!

Forget about him, don't feel like contaminate my blog by letting his name appear in my blog....
Today we had the stupid Practicum taklimat until 5pm again!!!
I dono what's wrong with the institute now, keep on having so many seminars and taklimat....
I am sick of it d!!!!

afer practicum, my god-sis fetch us to Ipda for jogging. I am quite satisfy as Mee yin and I manage to jog 8 rounds for today after I had 5 pieces of ~pisang goreng~ as tea time....

I guess that's all for tonite... Gotta sleep d.... If not, I am going to doze off again for tomorrow's lectures....
Good night ^^

I will try....

I will try to write an online diary starting from today ^^

I will try my best although I know that I might give up anytime......

I have always wanted to do this, by writing diary as the story of my life, but I never really do that....

I rather spend my time FB-ing or watching dramas...

and just now when I was about to sleep, I just feel that I　want to write something down, although today is just an ordinary day like other days....

well, what have I did for today?

Today is really a busy day for me, we started our lecture from 8am until 12am nonstop....
then we had a stupid taklimat organised by HEP (which was a torturing moment for us)
I was quite scared that I may be caught by the ~ monster~ as I was wearing a pair of white formal shoes.

However, today was my day, so I manage to escape....
then we had 1 hour time break...

after that, we attended a talk which delivered by a DOC (lecturer) from IP Perlis related to ~action research~.
I wonder why all the other colleges have all the Great Lecturers (doc-doc) while ours only have.....
However, there are still few lecturers out there that I respect and love them so much.

The talk last till 5pm. I was damn tired!!! I still manage to jog at IPDA around 6pm.
and today was my first day for the ~belly dancing class~
It was quite funny to see myself acting ~cacatly~ in the mirror...
I really have a BIG problem with my body coordination.... swt swt swt...

I really need to practice a lot before I attend my next lesson.

I guess I had enough of exercise today, but when I stood on the scale, my weight still remains 58kgs....

I think I need to work harder to hit my target which is 55 kgs.

thats all for today. really need to sleep d...
Tml will still be a busy day for me....

good night everyone

Hong Kong trip 27-08-2009 (night time)

we arrive at HK after we took a ferry ride. We manage check in for our hostel on time and the hostel was very very very small...

It's even more worse than Spore's hotel. although the hostel was small, but it's clean and more economic also. So, we cannot ~hiam~ anymore liao la....

some of the photos taken on that night.

Before......

and after...... broke after do some shopping during day time.... sigh!!

A Symphony of Lights----a must go place if you visit HK (according to Vin)

This spectacular multimedia display, already named the "World's Largest Permanent Light and Sound Show" by Guinness World Records, has been further expanded to include more than 40 buildings on both sides of Victoria Harbour.

The show creates an all-round vision of coloured lights, laser beams and searchlights performing a stunning, unforgettable spectacle synchronised to music and narration that celebrates the energy, spirit and diversity of Hong Kong.

There are five main themes — Awakening, Energy, Heritage, Partnership and the finale, Celebration.

For the best view of A Symphony of Lights, take a harbour cruise or head to the waterfront promenades on either side of Victoria Harbour*. The show, organised by the Tourism Commission, is a must-see event on any visit to Hong Kong. (quote from http://www.discoverhongkong.com/eng/attractions/kln-symphony-lights.html)

The view was nice and the show only last for 10 minutes only if not mistaken....


after that, we went for dessert before heading to ~lan kwai fong~
and I hate this shop because they serve all mango desserts.... swt!!!!




A symphony of light (some left over photos)...



This is the only dessert that I can have on that night. pity me...!!!

see!! They so enjoy !!!


I hate Mango!!!! Yucks!!!!


Preparing for our nite to ~lan kwai fong~ (messy room) =.='''

handsome guys ?

They look different huh? especially AYS!!!





Dono why my expression so weird in this photo? (maybe bei liang vin?) lolz



Drank a bottle of heneken and I already a bit drunk...(maybe because I din take my dinner )
so NEVER drink beer with empty stomach!!! (or else u gonna end up like me, blur blur face in this photo)




That's all for the 1st day at HK.... and not to forget Mr.Tony, VIN's taxi driver ~friend~ that cheat eat cheat drink!!!
and also for the 1st time, Vin's cantonese tiok shoot by local ppl, damn sia suei!!! haha

we shalll continue with HK Disneyland by the next morning ^^

Macau's trip 27 - 08- 2009 (day time)

we will only be staying at Macau for another half day as we need to head to Hongkong around 2p.m.

we need to check in for our hostel in HK before 2pm, so it was quite rushy for our half day at Macau.

However, we manage to have our breakfast and some photo shooting again on that morning.
At Macau, you can taste all the ~bak poh~ for free....!!!
They are so generous to let us try all the bak poh without showing ~black face~ to us!!!
The bak poh are all so thick and juicy!!! The best ~bak poh~ so far will be at Macau!!!

Ays' creative pose....

it's damn hot on that day.... sweats a lot....


under hot blazing sun....

The famous souvenirs and local gifts shop
really look like the real situation in HongKong's TVB drama huh? old folks playing chess in the garden .....
our breakfast for that day....





looks different from the night version

our hotel at Macau, Victoria hotel.



curry fish balls and some other snacks for breakfast






Bye- bye Macau and HK here we come!!!