Stories of my life =)
Sunday, January 1, 2012
Friday, October 22, 2010
搞不清楚。。。
我仿佛越来越搞不懂我自己要的是什么？
以前，我说过要的东西， 现在出现了，但是我却犹疑不决。。。
我拍着胸口说，假如发生类似的事，我一定会很干脆的， 很潇洒的作决定。。。。
但是， 当事情真的发生了，我却不敢面对了。。。。
我开始不了解我自己，更不懂我要的什么？
我也很害怕会遗憾，所以尝试去接受，但是我自己心里很清楚，有些东西是勉强不来。。。
我以为时间会把所有的难题，慢慢的解决掉。。。。
但是，我仿佛做错了一些事。。。。
算了， 目前也只能走一步，看一步了。。。。。
Thursday, October 21, 2010
Prom nite of my course
Finally, a prom nite for our course...
Have been waiting for it since last few years, and we were not disappointed our coursemates as they din restrict any dress codes for our batch....
Enjoy the nite till the max and shoot lots of photo...
Manage to wear my cheongsam and my diet for this 3 days were worthwhile when I browse those photos in my facebook....
here are some of the nice shot that I would like to share...
for more photos, pls visit my FB...=)
Sunday, October 17, 2010
Refresh mode!!!
Just came back from my Hatyai Trip. It's our second visit to there d, and yet we still had so much of fun....
This trip 's main purpose is for me to relax my mind and body.... recently have been bothered by lots of problems and I really need a break now....
Although with 5 members only, I still enjoy this trip to the max... I prefer travel in a small group. Big group sometimes do make the trip become meaningless cuz seldom have the chance to chat with all the members....
so, for more photos, just go to my facebook and click on my photo album =)
Wednesday, October 13, 2010
what is playing in my mind?
Duhz.....
I am damn confused now....
I don't know what am I doing now?
FML!!!
New Beginning of my life....
Recently, there were too many things that happened in my life...
within 1 month's time, everything changes....
-Friendship
-Relationship
-Study
I guess it's time for me to move on and say good-bye to all those histories....
Life still need to be carry on and being sad, moody just won't change the things...
so what for to be pessimistic?
Cheer up *me*!!!
Monday, July 12, 2010
放下了。。。
我想，
我放下了。。。。
我想，
我放弃了。。。
我想，
我不留恋了。。。。
我想，
我没必要委屈自己了。。。
我想，
我是真的真的放下了。。。。
我不能坚持到底了。。。。
疲倦了，也看不到任何的期盼了。。。
再见了。。。。。
Wednesday, June 2, 2010
Penang-Ipoh-KL-Taiwan-KL----Kuching!!!
Sorry for not keeping my blog updated.... just that I was not in the mood to write any post....
As you all read the title of my post, Yea Yea Yea... I am going to have lots of places to go before I can go back to Kuching....
I can't wait to eat all the Kolo Mee and Laksa that I had crave for so long.....
I can't wait to eat my mum's cooking and the most important is the DUMPLINGs that I will only have it in my stomach once a year....
I can't wait to go to the new Shopping mall, The Hills and also Pullman Hotel to have their sotong balls and desserts!!!!
Sarawak and Sabah are having their holiday now.... but here in Kedah, we were retained at IPDA for those kononnya meaningful activities....
Everyday, we only need to go to IPDA and turn up for a while to show our handsome and pretty face to our class rep, then the lecturers will take our attendance like what we had in our primary school.....(awwww..... how I miss those OLD DAYS=.=)
Then sit in the hall and listen to all the INTERESTING ceramah and seminar for 1-2hours....then u can go back and sleep until u snores like a pig!!!
My life was never being so so so bored before.... We stay at our house at Kedah while all my housemates were at their home sweet home d....
Only left my room mate and I watching all the soap opera that we had save from our juniors...
sometimes we will reward ourselves with a drive to Alor Star to have our lunch or dinner....
sigh sigh sigh.... meaningless life.....
Thank God.... This kind of life gonna end by tml.... we will be leaving to Penang with my god sis.....
Then we will wait for Carrie's sista to fetch us for Penang, ipoh makan trip!!!
After that I will be meeting Nic at KL and the last one, which is our Taiwan trip that we have waited for so so so long....
Hopefully this gonna be a great trip with all my buddies!!!
Foods, Goodies and shopping at Taiwan!!!
I will be landed at Kuching on the early morning of 16th June.... stay Tuned!!!!
Thursday, April 8, 2010
她拒绝了他100次，第101次，他拒绝了她！！！
昨天，他拒绝了她。
一直以来，她以为他总会在她的身后跟随，不论她什么时候需要他。因为他说过，他会等她一辈子的。可是，他食言了。
她和他是大学时候的同学。她16岁上大学，比他小两岁。在学校里，她总是小妹妹，和很多男生关系都很好。当然，和他特别要好
她确实是没有想过男女之情的，可能是因为她还小。直到那一天，他突然面红耳赤地递给她一张电影票，期期艾艾地说，这是一部爱情片。真是老土，老土得可爱。不过她还是直截了当地拒绝他了。她说他不是她喜欢的类型，不会选择他的，但是他没有退却。
接下来的时间里，他无时不刻地出现在她身边，关心她，呵护她，什么事情，在她要做之前他已经抢先帮她做了。可是她告诉他，他不是她喜欢的类型，不要再继续下去了。他说，他会一直等下去，直到她同意的那一天。
大学毕业后，他们俩都被保送本校的研究生，不在同一个专业。研究生期间的所有实验难题，基本上都是他一手包办了，连她的导师都和他的导师开玩笑：我那个师女婿呢？最近怎么没有看见他了？
5年的研究生一下子过去了，她也到了 25岁的年纪。也确实考虑过选择他的。但是终究没有开口。为什么呢……可能还是觉得有些不完美。他总是一副邋里邋遢的样子，头发乱乱的，不修边幅。还有就是太瘦，虽然在南方人中不算太矮，却还不到一百斤，她还是比较喜欢运动型的男孩子。她直接了当地跟他说过她不选择他的原因，一向健谈的他沉默了好久。那时她倒是希望他能够听了这句话离开，但是他接着说：“我是对你最好的，这辈子都是。”
博士毕业后，她留校当老师，他选择了出国。当时同学们给他送行，她没有伤感，反而有一种如释重负的感觉。那个在她身边围绕了7年的人终于走了，她不用再喋喋不休地说，“我不喜欢你这个类型，你放弃吧”这样的话了。
很快她交了一个男朋友，他比她大6岁，家境很好，在他父亲的公司上班，当了一个财务经理，一个月可以收入过万，房子车子都有了。
可是交往深入下去，她就发现了差距。她说的话，他总是嗯嗯嗯的，半懂不懂。她的意思，他总是不能理解。这段感情断断续续维持了一年半，终于还是分手了。这时候，她才记起那个总是微笑地站在她身后，什么事情都不用她操心的他来。
从小她都是优等生，考上的也是最好的大学之一。本科时是直博生保送，博士时是优秀博士毕业。所以她觉得身边的人都应该是这样子的，不用她费神地表达，可是她错了。
苦闷中她迎来了她的28岁生日。28岁的女人似乎就给人另类的感觉了，虽然照镜子她没有什么自卑和苍老的感觉，但是父母亲和朋友们都开始为她着急了。于是她开始了一轮一轮地相亲。
那些相亲的对象，要么有钱而粗俗，要么木讷而迟钝，还有就是唯唯诺诺不知所云。一个一个，都只让她更加想起天边的那个他来。那个睿智、懒散、关切、幽默、善辩的他。
在她副教授评审述职会上，突然她发现了他。坐在台下，眼睛还是那么明亮，人也还是那么瘦。头发看起来还是脏脏的，拿着一支笔，坐在前排微笑着看着她。唯一的变化，似乎就是苍老了一点，不再像那个没事就要和人家滔滔不绝争辩的年轻人了。
原来他已经被学校作为人才引进回来了，不在她们系，但是是一个学院。她还在报副教授的时候，学校已经答应给他正教授的职位了。所以他有资格享受了一套不大不小的福利房，在这个寸土寸金的城市，已经算是不错了。
请耐心一点将这个很短的故事看完……
一个朋友说，追她很久的那个男孩今天结婚了。
我说，你想怎么样呢？人家喜欢了你那么久都无动于衷……
她说，去参加了婚礼。新娘很漂亮，新郎也很帅。好像第一次觉得他也蛮有魅力的，怎么当初就没发觉呢？
她说，原本觉得自己从来没有爱上他，
但在新娘新郎交换戒指的那一刻，她的心狠狠疼了一下。
她说，最难过的，不是你爱的人不爱你，而是爱你很多年的那个人，转身离去。
当看见那个说爱你一辈子，等你一辈子的人，给另外一个女孩子的无名指带上戒指的时候，你能听到自己心碎的声音。
今天的主角不是你，不管她是不是灰姑娘，今天的公主都不是你。
他在全封闭训练的时候，为了能给她打电话，他都要走很远很远的路，去公用电话亭。
冬天飘着雪，很冷。
她却还不耐烦的说，干嘛没事总给我打电话？
她不知道他在那边已经冻的不行了。
他只是想听听她的声音。
现在，她想起这些来，脸上还是会洋溢着幸福的微笑。
然后定过神来，看着眼前这对新人……
新郎依旧是他，但是他的甜言蜜语海誓山盟，却再也不是为她所说。
有多少人一辈子承诺爱一个人又付诸行动了呢？
当努力了好多年依然没有结果的时候，谁还会一直等你呢？
终于明白，我们都能勇敢的面对——你爱的人不爱你，
但是，谁都无力面对—— 一个爱你很久很久的人转身离去。
那种骄傲，那种幸福，荡然无存。
请珍惜身边默默爱你的人。
用心呵护和把握每一份真爱。
不要对那些真诚付出的爱意熟视无睹，
不要等突然意识到失去时才后悔莫及。
或许，当他有一天真的离开了，
你会发现，
真正离不开彼此的，
是你，
不是他……
几米说: 当你喜欢我的时候，
我不喜欢你,当你爱上我的时候，我喜欢上你,
当你离开我的时候，我却爱上你,
是你走得太快，还是我跟不上你的脚步,
我们错过了诺亚方舟,错过了泰坦尼克号,
错过了一切的惊险与不惊险,我们还要继续错过……
但是，请允许我说这样自私的话，
多年后，
你若未娶，
我还未嫁，
那，
我们能不能在一起？？
一直以来，她以为他总会在她的身后跟随，不论她什么时候需要他。因为他说过，他会等她一辈子的。可是，他食言了。
她和他是大学时候的同学。她16岁上大学，比他小两岁。在学校里，她总是小妹妹，和很多男生关系都很好。当然，和他特别要好
她确实是没有想过男女之情的，可能是因为她还小。直到那一天，他突然面红耳赤地递给她一张电影票，期期艾艾地说，这是一部爱情片。真是老土，老土得可爱。不过她还是直截了当地拒绝他了。她说他不是她喜欢的类型，不会选择他的，但是他没有退却。
接下来的时间里，他无时不刻地出现在她身边，关心她，呵护她，什么事情，在她要做之前他已经抢先帮她做了。可是她告诉他，他不是她喜欢的类型，不要再继续下去了。他说，他会一直等下去，直到她同意的那一天。
大学毕业后，他们俩都被保送本校的研究生，不在同一个专业。研究生期间的所有实验难题，基本上都是他一手包办了，连她的导师都和他的导师开玩笑：我那个师女婿呢？最近怎么没有看见他了？
5年的研究生一下子过去了，她也到了 25岁的年纪。也确实考虑过选择他的。但是终究没有开口。为什么呢……可能还是觉得有些不完美。他总是一副邋里邋遢的样子，头发乱乱的，不修边幅。还有就是太瘦，虽然在南方人中不算太矮，却还不到一百斤，她还是比较喜欢运动型的男孩子。她直接了当地跟他说过她不选择他的原因，一向健谈的他沉默了好久。那时她倒是希望他能够听了这句话离开，但是他接着说：“我是对你最好的，这辈子都是。”
博士毕业后，她留校当老师，他选择了出国。当时同学们给他送行，她没有伤感，反而有一种如释重负的感觉。那个在她身边围绕了7年的人终于走了，她不用再喋喋不休地说，“我不喜欢你这个类型，你放弃吧”这样的话了。
很快她交了一个男朋友，他比她大6岁，家境很好，在他父亲的公司上班，当了一个财务经理，一个月可以收入过万，房子车子都有了。
可是交往深入下去，她就发现了差距。她说的话，他总是嗯嗯嗯的，半懂不懂。她的意思，他总是不能理解。这段感情断断续续维持了一年半，终于还是分手了。这时候，她才记起那个总是微笑地站在她身后，什么事情都不用她操心的他来。
从小她都是优等生，考上的也是最好的大学之一。本科时是直博生保送，博士时是优秀博士毕业。所以她觉得身边的人都应该是这样子的，不用她费神地表达，可是她错了。
苦闷中她迎来了她的28岁生日。28岁的女人似乎就给人另类的感觉了，虽然照镜子她没有什么自卑和苍老的感觉，但是父母亲和朋友们都开始为她着急了。于是她开始了一轮一轮地相亲。
那些相亲的对象，要么有钱而粗俗，要么木讷而迟钝，还有就是唯唯诺诺不知所云。一个一个，都只让她更加想起天边的那个他来。那个睿智、懒散、关切、幽默、善辩的他。
在她副教授评审述职会上，突然她发现了他。坐在台下，眼睛还是那么明亮，人也还是那么瘦。头发看起来还是脏脏的，拿着一支笔，坐在前排微笑着看着她。唯一的变化，似乎就是苍老了一点，不再像那个没事就要和人家滔滔不绝争辩的年轻人了。
原来他已经被学校作为人才引进回来了，不在她们系，但是是一个学院。她还在报副教授的时候，学校已经答应给他正教授的职位了。所以他有资格享受了一套不大不小的福利房，在这个寸土寸金的城市，已经算是不错了。
请耐心一点将这个很短的故事看完……
一个朋友说，追她很久的那个男孩今天结婚了。
我说，你想怎么样呢？人家喜欢了你那么久都无动于衷……
她说，去参加了婚礼。新娘很漂亮，新郎也很帅。好像第一次觉得他也蛮有魅力的，怎么当初就没发觉呢？
她说，原本觉得自己从来没有爱上他，
但在新娘新郎交换戒指的那一刻，她的心狠狠疼了一下。
她说，最难过的，不是你爱的人不爱你，而是爱你很多年的那个人，转身离去。
当看见那个说爱你一辈子，等你一辈子的人，给另外一个女孩子的无名指带上戒指的时候，你能听到自己心碎的声音。
今天的主角不是你，不管她是不是灰姑娘，今天的公主都不是你。
他在全封闭训练的时候，为了能给她打电话，他都要走很远很远的路，去公用电话亭。
冬天飘着雪，很冷。
她却还不耐烦的说，干嘛没事总给我打电话？
她不知道他在那边已经冻的不行了。
他只是想听听她的声音。
现在，她想起这些来，脸上还是会洋溢着幸福的微笑。
然后定过神来，看着眼前这对新人……
新郎依旧是他，但是他的甜言蜜语海誓山盟，却再也不是为她所说。
有多少人一辈子承诺爱一个人又付诸行动了呢？
当努力了好多年依然没有结果的时候，谁还会一直等你呢？
终于明白，我们都能勇敢的面对——你爱的人不爱你，
但是，谁都无力面对—— 一个爱你很久很久的人转身离去。
那种骄傲，那种幸福，荡然无存。
请珍惜身边默默爱你的人。
用心呵护和把握每一份真爱。
不要对那些真诚付出的爱意熟视无睹，
不要等突然意识到失去时才后悔莫及。
或许，当他有一天真的离开了，
你会发现，
真正离不开彼此的，
是你，
不是他……
几米说: 当你喜欢我的时候，
我不喜欢你,当你爱上我的时候，我喜欢上你,
当你离开我的时候，我却爱上你,
是你走得太快，还是我跟不上你的脚步,
我们错过了诺亚方舟,错过了泰坦尼克号,
错过了一切的惊险与不惊险,我们还要继续错过……
但是，请允许我说这样自私的话，
多年后，
你若未娶，
我还未嫁，
那，
我们能不能在一起？？
Friday, March 12, 2010
finally, it's my day!!!
Finally, my holidays had come...
I have been waiting it for ages since I started my practicum....
Gosh, I need a break from my school, students, lecturer and all the assignments!!!
well, frankly speaking, I am not enjoying my practicum although I was in the same school.
with new group of practicum pals which I am not really ~click~ with, I only have Carrie with me.
Teaching back my previous class was the wrong decision made by me.
The class was too close with me, so I can't really make them become more discipline like what I did for last practicum.
The teachers were all very nice to us, and even the PK and headmaster were nice. The only thing that I don't really feel good with the school is that they seems to over emphasize on religion more than academic matter now.
for last practicum, they were having english session so avday's assembly, but now they only sing the religious song and having quiz on Arabic language.
The result of Science and English were dropped for last UPSR, and I don't really understand why the school still wana try to figure out some solutions to overcome the problem. Or maybe they think that by singing the religious song, their GOD will listen to their prayers?
Well, I don't want to bother about that anymore. I have my own problem to settle .
Last few days was my worst day in my study life. I was so stressed up by a lecturer and I finally collapse. I cried in front of her and told her all my feelings. I was a bit shock because she shed her tears as well when she saw me crying.
She said that she is having high expectation towards me, so she might be pushing us too much. Another thing that makes me felt so upset was that she kinda like over protective towards some jerks!!!
it makes me so sad and disappointed with her. How can she do that to us? She had been teaching us since our foundation course and she knows us well, yet she did this to us.....
I hope that she will change her attitude after this incident.
I not meant to be so kiddy by crying in front of her.... I hope tat she will understand me. I am not the person whom cried for a small matter.
Next, it would be my thesis problem. I was so freak out with my topic. I don think that I choose the right topic. I need guidance from my supervisor, but she seems to be a mama type whom will say YES to any of my ideas.
What am I goin to do then?
I really need a break now...I am going to Penang by this coming Tuesday. I wana have a day out with my buddies and enjoy the precious holidays.
A day without assign, practicum and stress!!!!
(I know I have been abandoned my blog for quite a time d....really sorry cuz I din manage to write a entry for each day.....was too busy with my practicum!!!)
till then, see ya
Saturday, January 23, 2010
姐妹，生日快乐！！！
至我最要好的姐妹，晓甄！！！ 生日快乐哦！！！！
所有的祝福，都在此献上给世界上最善良，最可爱，最肯包容我的姐妹！！！
我知道，我并没有做到像你对我那么好的姐妹，真的很抱歉。。。 我们一路走来，有过开心，有过伤心，有过冷战，有过争吵， 但是所幸的是你有着一颗包容我的任性，包容我的无理取闹，包容我对你的冷落，包容我对你的不好。。。。
如果能的话，我希望我的第一份工作的薪金可以请你吃一顿好的。。。。
如果能的话，我希望我拍拖是，我会第一个告诉的人是你。。。。
如果能的话，我希望当我穿上白纱，步入礼堂，第一个祝福我的然是你。。。。。
如果能的话，我希望当我的孩子喊我妈咪时，她同时也喊你~干妈~。。。。
如果能的话，我希望当我们白了头，还可以一起到公园散步，牵着我们的老伴和孙子，谈着我们儿时的趣事，从幼儿园一直谈到我们老掉牙。。。。。。
这是我的狂想曲，希望它真的会实现吧！！！！
送上SHE 的一首歌，给你哦!!!!
老婆
从昨天 到今天
还有明天
感谢老天
让你们陪在我身边
爱的心 痛的心
等待的心
因为你们的拥抱
我很放心
当初见面的不安
彼此的探索
也许有些茫然迷惑
朝夕相处才发现
这世界中
没有人比你们更懂我
朋友 姐妹
都已不够来形容
我们的默契骄傲
扶持与包容
老婆 老婆
我们一起打勾勾
请记得约定的旅程到永久
从昨天 到今天
还有明天
感谢老天
让你们陪在我身边
爱的心 痛的心
等待的心
因为你们的拥抱
我很放心
当初见面的不安
彼此的探索
也许有些茫然迷惑
朝夕相处才发现
这世界中
没有人比你们更懂我
朋友 姐妹
都已不够来形容
我们的默契骄傲
扶持与包容
老婆 老婆
我们一起打勾勾
请记得约定的旅程到永久
朝夕相处才发现
这世界中
没有人比你们更懂我
朋友 姐妹
都已不够来形容
我们的默契骄傲
扶持与包容
老婆 老婆
我们一起打勾勾
请记得约定的旅程到永久
请记得约定的旅程到永久
最后，献上最真诚的一句。。。。。
姐妹，生日快乐哦！！！！！
人心难测！！！
昨天发生了一些然我们一家的housemates 都很失望的事。。。。。
现在想起来， 心都寒了。。。。
和我们做了四年的housemate竟然那么自私，那么的阴险，那么的心机！！！
她为了名哲保生， 竟然无赖我们六个人，说我们教她做了一些不好的事，企图拿我们来当替死鬼！！！
她为了圆谎，还在我们面前演了一出戏， 演技还精湛的很，简直可以去领金马奖最佳影后了！！！
平时卫生习惯差也就算了，现在连心和思想都污浊起来了，简直无药可救！！！
平时我们对他不薄，却没想到她到处去造谣，说我们是非！！！
做错事了，还恶人先告状！！！
竟然有连叫妈妈去骂受害者， 真的很不要脸！！！！
最可怕的事，是在他所作的一件件坏事被东窗事发后，竟被我们知道他背叛和伤害了对他有恩的人。。。。
天啊！！！！ 这世界上怎么会有如此恐怖的人呢？？？
我还以为这种情节只会在电视荧幕里出现，没想到这里却上演了一部那么精彩的一幕！！！
那时，当我知道他冤枉我们时，我首次有想动手打人的冲动！！！
原因是她一直装傻，装无辜，委屈，还有不断的撒谎！！！
我现在看到他，简直是反感到了极点。。。。！！！
她的妈妈一直没敢打来，我们真的很希望他打来，好让我们好好问她是怎么教她的宝贝女儿的！！！
我们真的无法想象，那么多年来，我们在明，她在暗，不只对我们做了多少件恐怖又不为人知的仇视。。。。。
看到他，只觉得他心机很重，不知何时会拿刀在我们背后捅我们几刀！！！
真为她的room mates 感到不值和不安，好象和她住在同件房，随时都会天降横祸。。。。。。
这世界是怎么了？为何真心对一个人好，还会被那个人陷害，落井下石呢？
做人真的很难啊。。。。。。。。。
好人？坏人？傻傻分不清了。。。。。。。。
现在想起来， 心都寒了。。。。
和我们做了四年的housemate竟然那么自私，那么的阴险，那么的心机！！！
她为了名哲保生， 竟然无赖我们六个人，说我们教她做了一些不好的事，企图拿我们来当替死鬼！！！
她为了圆谎，还在我们面前演了一出戏， 演技还精湛的很，简直可以去领金马奖最佳影后了！！！
平时卫生习惯差也就算了，现在连心和思想都污浊起来了，简直无药可救！！！
平时我们对他不薄，却没想到她到处去造谣，说我们是非！！！
做错事了，还恶人先告状！！！
竟然有连叫妈妈去骂受害者， 真的很不要脸！！！！
最可怕的事，是在他所作的一件件坏事被东窗事发后，竟被我们知道他背叛和伤害了对他有恩的人。。。。
天啊！！！！ 这世界上怎么会有如此恐怖的人呢？？？
我还以为这种情节只会在电视荧幕里出现，没想到这里却上演了一部那么精彩的一幕！！！
那时，当我知道他冤枉我们时，我首次有想动手打人的冲动！！！
原因是她一直装傻，装无辜，委屈，还有不断的撒谎！！！
我现在看到他，简直是反感到了极点。。。。！！！
她的妈妈一直没敢打来，我们真的很希望他打来，好让我们好好问她是怎么教她的宝贝女儿的！！！
我们真的无法想象，那么多年来，我们在明，她在暗，不只对我们做了多少件恐怖又不为人知的仇视。。。。。
看到他，只觉得他心机很重，不知何时会拿刀在我们背后捅我们几刀！！！
真为她的room mates 感到不值和不安，好象和她住在同件房，随时都会天降横祸。。。。。。
这世界是怎么了？为何真心对一个人好，还会被那个人陷害，落井下石呢？
做人真的很难啊。。。。。。。。。
好人？坏人？傻傻分不清了。。。。。。。。
Thursday, January 21, 2010
slowly recover....
Today, I was absent for my lecture for the afternoon session. My sore throat was quite serious and I feel so energy-less as I can't swallow any food.....
Today, I attended the morning session's lectures and I only can talk very very soft and slow.
Luckily I manage to get my presentation done by yesterday, or else I gonna suffer for today.
Just now went to jog with mee yin, siew lian and Carrie at the lake park. Although I am sick, I won't forget my diet plan. I must hit my target -55kgs before this cny.
Frankly speaking, it was quite hard for me to jog when I am sick. I feel so tired when I jog ...
I really can't get sick again.
Just now I bought my alor star-kl's flight tickets d. I listen to my mum, so I will take my plane to transit at KL. Now, I feel relief as I settled my flight tickets d.
My sore throat is getting better now after I drank all sorts of drinks, including 100 plus, kek hua teh and plain water.
Tomorrow we still have dono wad integriti taklimat... sienzzzz...
so I filled up my phone with all the new songs to be listen in the hall when the speakers crapping
on the stage.
I am very nervous to know who will be my supervisor for my mini thesis. My frens them all know their respective lecturers d. Pray hard so that I will get a nice lecturer to supervise us.
I feel quite sleepy d. think it's time for me to go to the bed now. nitez....
Today, I attended the morning session's lectures and I only can talk very very soft and slow.
Luckily I manage to get my presentation done by yesterday, or else I gonna suffer for today.
Just now went to jog with mee yin, siew lian and Carrie at the lake park. Although I am sick, I won't forget my diet plan. I must hit my target -55kgs before this cny.
Frankly speaking, it was quite hard for me to jog when I am sick. I feel so tired when I jog ...
I really can't get sick again.
Just now I bought my alor star-kl's flight tickets d. I listen to my mum, so I will take my plane to transit at KL. Now, I feel relief as I settled my flight tickets d.
My sore throat is getting better now after I drank all sorts of drinks, including 100 plus, kek hua teh and plain water.
Tomorrow we still have dono wad integriti taklimat... sienzzzz...
so I filled up my phone with all the new songs to be listen in the hall when the speakers crapping
on the stage.
I am very nervous to know who will be my supervisor for my mini thesis. My frens them all know their respective lecturers d. Pray hard so that I will get a nice lecturer to supervise us.
I feel quite sleepy d. think it's time for me to go to the bed now. nitez....
Tuesday, January 19, 2010
sore throat
Last night I din manage to write my blog as Felix, Carrie and I work up till 3-4am.
This is the consequences of doing last min job.....We never scared of that although we have been go through this kind of situation for few times d....
Last night was a nightmare as we need to work on presentation for today's presentation and also assignment to be submit on this coming Thursday.
Last night after I finish up my part, while waiting for Carrie and Felix to complete theirs, I suddenly sneeze non-stop and my throat was a bit itchy and pain....
I guess I am going to get sore throat for the second time again. So, just now I went to buy Listerine and make myself a mug of chrysanthemum tea......
Hopefully I can recover soon as my practicum coming soon and my throat is my precious asset and weapon for my practicum.
Today, we were the first to go for our ~bimbingan and Kaunseling~'s presentation. I am glad that our group did well. My lecturer praised me for performing well in the presentation. Luckily we did it on today, If not, I may be mute for tomorrow.
Talking about the compliment that my lecturer gave me, I was a bit ~pai sei~ when he said that I did a good job as I may do some extended reading or I paid good attention during lecture.
Carrie and I was laughing as I know that I am not a good student whom behave well in the class. I use to talk or SMS while my lecturer is giving his lecture. Don't he realised that? It was damn OBVIOUS!!! I nearly talk louder than him and Carrie will pull my sleeves to signal me so that I can control my voice.
sigh sigh sigh~~~ what to do? I am a notty student!!!! haha..... and 2-3 hours lecture is driving me crazy. I always gossip and talk with Felix and Carrie whom sit beside me. lolz.....
oh ya, last night we had our belly dance class again. because we din practise enough, we end up with a mess. so after I submit up my assign, I really need more time to practise again.
Oh ya, not forget to mention, I bought my flight tickets for KL-KCH and KCH-KL for cny d.... I haven buy my tickets for Alor Star -kl as I am thinking to take bus as it cost cheaper. I will need to persuade my mum and dad 1st before I make any booking.
That's all for last night. My throat is calling for help and I am very sleepy as I only slept for 3 hours for last night. I still have a lots of laundry to do...but I am going to take my nap 1st .... I wana bother about my laundry, and assignment which need to be submit by tml...
Nitez~~~~~
This is the consequences of doing last min job.....We never scared of that although we have been go through this kind of situation for few times d....
Last night was a nightmare as we need to work on presentation for today's presentation and also assignment to be submit on this coming Thursday.
Last night after I finish up my part, while waiting for Carrie and Felix to complete theirs, I suddenly sneeze non-stop and my throat was a bit itchy and pain....
I guess I am going to get sore throat for the second time again. So, just now I went to buy Listerine and make myself a mug of chrysanthemum tea......
Hopefully I can recover soon as my practicum coming soon and my throat is my precious asset and weapon for my practicum.
Today, we were the first to go for our ~bimbingan and Kaunseling~'s presentation. I am glad that our group did well. My lecturer praised me for performing well in the presentation. Luckily we did it on today, If not, I may be mute for tomorrow.
Talking about the compliment that my lecturer gave me, I was a bit ~pai sei~ when he said that I did a good job as I may do some extended reading or I paid good attention during lecture.
Carrie and I was laughing as I know that I am not a good student whom behave well in the class. I use to talk or SMS while my lecturer is giving his lecture. Don't he realised that? It was damn OBVIOUS!!! I nearly talk louder than him and Carrie will pull my sleeves to signal me so that I can control my voice.
sigh sigh sigh~~~ what to do? I am a notty student!!!! haha..... and 2-3 hours lecture is driving me crazy. I always gossip and talk with Felix and Carrie whom sit beside me. lolz.....
oh ya, last night we had our belly dance class again. because we din practise enough, we end up with a mess. so after I submit up my assign, I really need more time to practise again.
Oh ya, not forget to mention, I bought my flight tickets for KL-KCH and KCH-KL for cny d.... I haven buy my tickets for Alor Star -kl as I am thinking to take bus as it cost cheaper. I will need to persuade my mum and dad 1st before I make any booking.
That's all for last night. My throat is calling for help and I am very sleepy as I only slept for 3 hours for last night. I still have a lots of laundry to do...but I am going to take my nap 1st .... I wana bother about my laundry, and assignment which need to be submit by tml...
Nitez~~~~~
Monday, January 18, 2010
17-01-2010
I need to go to bed now...
Gastric till I can't type a single word for my assignment....
Hopefully tomorrow I can wake up at 7 to continue my assignments...
and finally I settle my flight ticket's problem d....
yay!!!!
Good nite av1 ^^
Gastric till I can't type a single word for my assignment....
Hopefully tomorrow I can wake up at 7 to continue my assignments...
and finally I settle my flight ticket's problem d....
yay!!!!
Good nite av1 ^^
Sunday, January 17, 2010
16-01-2010
刚刚踏正凌晨一点三十分，突然想起今天是老弟的生日。
我这不中用的姐姐竟然王乐和他说声~生日快乐~。。。。。
偏偏电话忘了RELOAD， 又不能打给他。。。。
刚刚用了室友的电话打给他，为了要问妈妈一些关于机票的事，但是妈妈早已睡了。
放下电话，才想起老弟的生日是在一月十七日。。。。
算了吧！！！ 明天再打给他吧。。。
原本想买个手表给他，当生日礼物，但是老姐现在穷得不行。。。 看来得押后了。。。
老弟，你便耐心等待吧。。。。。
今天去了亚罗士打血拼！！！ 虽然没什么钱，但是一旦决定了要回家过年，总得准备几件新衣吧！！！
今天我们从中午十二点逛到晚上十二点。。。。足足逛了十二个小时，真不得不佩服我们！！！
我们去了MCD 吃了一年只有一次的发财汉堡！！！ （希望吃了真的会发财吧。。。）
过后便在 Star Parade 逛到下午四点钟。。。买了一件我好喜欢的格子衣和一条腰带。。。
过后到了City Plaza 便买了一件旗袍，和 牛仔裤。。。。。
说到旗袍，我去年便很想买了。。。。。。。
今年我终于如我所愿，买到了件很和我身的， 价格也很公道。。。。
但是， 旗袍最重要是要显示身材的完美曲线，这件旗袍真的很不错，前错万错，错在我的小肚肚！！！
唯有美中不足的便是我的小肚肚，看来我得用一个月的时间，然~他~稍微平复些，要不然，我肯定让我那帮牙尖嘴利的死党踩得一文不值。。。。。
我刚才便和室友说，买了这件旗袍后，你将会很少看到我吃饭了。。。 真惨！！！！
女生爱美便得付出代价咯。。。。。
我们在 City Plaza 流荡到晚上七点钟，便跑到~唐人街~医肚子。。。。
等了个炭炒果条便等了半个小时，再来等了五香鲁肉，便等了一个小时。。。。
等了一肚子火，我们却只花了五分钟把食物一扫而空。。。。
所幸食物还很不赖，值得一等。。。。。。
吃饱后，便到了晚上九点三十分了，以为可以回家了，却在路途中看到Alor Star Tower 摆了个春节摊位。。。
天啊！！！ 我们便下车逛了一阵子，在那儿有卖了些可爱的日用品。。。
回到家便一块十二点钟了，试了所有的战利品后，觉得超满意的！！！
今天虽然花了些钱，但是绝对是物有所值！！！
今天是我回来以后最开心的一天吧！！！！
我这不中用的姐姐竟然王乐和他说声~生日快乐~。。。。。
偏偏电话忘了RELOAD， 又不能打给他。。。。
刚刚用了室友的电话打给他，为了要问妈妈一些关于机票的事，但是妈妈早已睡了。
放下电话，才想起老弟的生日是在一月十七日。。。。
算了吧！！！ 明天再打给他吧。。。
原本想买个手表给他，当生日礼物，但是老姐现在穷得不行。。。 看来得押后了。。。
老弟，你便耐心等待吧。。。。。
今天去了亚罗士打血拼！！！ 虽然没什么钱，但是一旦决定了要回家过年，总得准备几件新衣吧！！！
今天我们从中午十二点逛到晚上十二点。。。。足足逛了十二个小时，真不得不佩服我们！！！
我们去了MCD 吃了一年只有一次的发财汉堡！！！ （希望吃了真的会发财吧。。。）
过后便在 Star Parade 逛到下午四点钟。。。买了一件我好喜欢的格子衣和一条腰带。。。
过后到了City Plaza 便买了一件旗袍，和 牛仔裤。。。。。
说到旗袍，我去年便很想买了。。。。。。。
今年我终于如我所愿，买到了件很和我身的， 价格也很公道。。。。
但是， 旗袍最重要是要显示身材的完美曲线，这件旗袍真的很不错，前错万错，错在我的小肚肚！！！
唯有美中不足的便是我的小肚肚，看来我得用一个月的时间，然~他~稍微平复些，要不然，我肯定让我那帮牙尖嘴利的死党踩得一文不值。。。。。
我刚才便和室友说，买了这件旗袍后，你将会很少看到我吃饭了。。。 真惨！！！！
女生爱美便得付出代价咯。。。。。
我们在 City Plaza 流荡到晚上七点钟，便跑到~唐人街~医肚子。。。。
等了个炭炒果条便等了半个小时，再来等了五香鲁肉，便等了一个小时。。。。
等了一肚子火，我们却只花了五分钟把食物一扫而空。。。。
所幸食物还很不赖，值得一等。。。。。。
吃饱后，便到了晚上九点三十分了，以为可以回家了，却在路途中看到Alor Star Tower 摆了个春节摊位。。。
天啊！！！ 我们便下车逛了一阵子，在那儿有卖了些可爱的日用品。。。
回到家便一块十二点钟了，试了所有的战利品后，觉得超满意的！！！
今天虽然花了些钱，但是绝对是物有所值！！！
今天是我回来以后最开心的一天吧！！！！
Saturday, January 16, 2010
15-01-2010
今晚的网志我决定用华语来写，因为我不想让一些友族读到我的网志。。。。
今天是星期五，也是吉打的周末。
也不知从何开始，我爱上了吉打的星期五，因为唯有在今天，我可以轻松轻松，不需要为了课业烦。。。
今天一早，我最开心的事，就是可以自己在厨房，煮一碗自己最爱吃的伊面。虽然只加了盐和少许的胡椒粉，我仍然很喜欢伊面香喷喷的味道，虽然汤底真的是淡了点。。。。
今天Aneka来了个超级大减价，所以特别交待朋友扫了些食物回来过冬。。。。。
当中少不了快熟面和饼干。那些食物相信是游子们在外地求学少不了的东西吧！！！
今天的我还是去学院的操场跑了八圈，我真的得加把劲，因为现在临时决定回家过年，所以一定得在一个月内瘦多辆公斤， 才会倒回我之前55公斤的重量。。。。
原本想去买套旗袍来穿，但是一本小姐现在的身材，应该很难办到吧！！！
今天在面子书看到cousemate说allowance 要等到农历新年过了才发，我真的是晴天霹雳，相信其他人也一样。。。。
我们穷到快不行了。。。。。现在竟然说还得挨到过年后，我们可真的要吃空气了！！！
我至今仍不能做任何决定，我始终觉得花爸妈的800 让我回家过年，真的很内疚。。。。
我不想让他们浪费那么多钱，但是他们说叫我别担心钱的问题，只要一家人能团团圆圆一起过年便是了。。。。
刚才Nic打来，也劝我说新年还是回家过年吧！！！ Chee 和 婉甄他们也一直说服我回家。。。。
我真的希望他们会谅解为何我会如此的犹疑， 我也不想让关心我的佳人和朋友失望啊。。。。。
现在的我，真的很烦。。。。。
明天还得去一Alor Star 买些新衣过年，今年我一定要乖些，不再乱买衣服了。。。。。
希望明天的我会把持的住！！！！ 加油吧！！！
今天是星期五，也是吉打的周末。
也不知从何开始，我爱上了吉打的星期五，因为唯有在今天，我可以轻松轻松，不需要为了课业烦。。。
今天一早，我最开心的事，就是可以自己在厨房，煮一碗自己最爱吃的伊面。虽然只加了盐和少许的胡椒粉，我仍然很喜欢伊面香喷喷的味道，虽然汤底真的是淡了点。。。。
今天Aneka来了个超级大减价，所以特别交待朋友扫了些食物回来过冬。。。。。
当中少不了快熟面和饼干。那些食物相信是游子们在外地求学少不了的东西吧！！！
今天的我还是去学院的操场跑了八圈，我真的得加把劲，因为现在临时决定回家过年，所以一定得在一个月内瘦多辆公斤， 才会倒回我之前55公斤的重量。。。。
原本想去买套旗袍来穿，但是一本小姐现在的身材，应该很难办到吧！！！
今天在面子书看到cousemate说allowance 要等到农历新年过了才发，我真的是晴天霹雳，相信其他人也一样。。。。
我们穷到快不行了。。。。。现在竟然说还得挨到过年后，我们可真的要吃空气了！！！
我至今仍不能做任何决定，我始终觉得花爸妈的800 让我回家过年，真的很内疚。。。。
我不想让他们浪费那么多钱，但是他们说叫我别担心钱的问题，只要一家人能团团圆圆一起过年便是了。。。。
刚才Nic打来，也劝我说新年还是回家过年吧！！！ Chee 和 婉甄他们也一直说服我回家。。。。
我真的希望他们会谅解为何我会如此的犹疑， 我也不想让关心我的佳人和朋友失望啊。。。。。
现在的我，真的很烦。。。。。
明天还得去一Alor Star 买些新衣过年，今年我一定要乖些，不再乱买衣服了。。。。。
希望明天的我会把持的住！！！！ 加油吧！！！
Friday, January 15, 2010
14-01-2010
I just finish soaking all my dirty clothes in the bathroom, and I am quite sleepy d....
Just now my mum called me and said that my dad asks me to go back to Kuching for this coming chinese new year. They said that they will sponsor all the flight tickets for me to go home, which is very expensive = rm800.
I am still quite confuse whether to go back or not to go back. I decided to post this shoutout on facebook, ~RM800 just to fly bAck Kuching for Chinese New Year.... Is it worth? To be with family and friends for 1 week holiday......What am I going to do?????!!!!~
Most of my friends said that it is worth to pay RM800 so that I can celebrate CNY with my family and friends. I just feel that the air tickets are too expensive and it's kind of burdening my parents. They still need to do a lot of shopping for CNY , yet still need to sponsor my air tickets. I felt so guilty and I cried when I talked to my mum just now. My mum asks me not to worry about those money, they rather spend that money just to let me go home and have reunion dinner with them.
I was so touched but at the same time, I was a bit annoyed by them. They just can't understand how strict is my stupid college regarding to the attendance's issue. I experienced that before and I was totally freaked out by that time.
They were so harsh to us and I had been treated like a problematic students although my result was quite top in my batch. Sigh.... what kind of admin are there. They just can't consider our ~sarawakians~ problem. We always have hard time to deal with our air tickets.
Because of this, I yelled at my mum and now I am very regret with that now. I call her just now and promise her that I will try my best to adjust my holidays so that I can go back although I will only arrive at Kuching around 8.30 on 13th February night.
I will miss out the reunion dinner but I am sure that my family will leave lots of yummy foods for me.
Now I am quite sure that I will be going back to Kuching for this coming cny d. I will need to have some discussion with the School headmaster so that he can let us take 3 days' leaves. The other thing is that I need to buy some new clothes as I haven buy any because I din expect that I will be going back to Kuching.
I still haven get back to my previous weight which is 55kgs, so how am I gonna get those new clothes fit into my body now....=.='''
Anyway, just forget bout that. I will be going to ALor Star by this coming Saturday to hunt for my cny clothes. The most important now is to be with my family and friends ^^
Just now my mum called me and said that my dad asks me to go back to Kuching for this coming chinese new year. They said that they will sponsor all the flight tickets for me to go home, which is very expensive = rm800.
I am still quite confuse whether to go back or not to go back. I decided to post this shoutout on facebook, ~RM800 just to fly bAck Kuching for Chinese New Year.... Is it worth? To be with family and friends for 1 week holiday......What am I going to do?????!!!!~
Most of my friends said that it is worth to pay RM800 so that I can celebrate CNY with my family and friends. I just feel that the air tickets are too expensive and it's kind of burdening my parents. They still need to do a lot of shopping for CNY , yet still need to sponsor my air tickets. I felt so guilty and I cried when I talked to my mum just now. My mum asks me not to worry about those money, they rather spend that money just to let me go home and have reunion dinner with them.
I was so touched but at the same time, I was a bit annoyed by them. They just can't understand how strict is my stupid college regarding to the attendance's issue. I experienced that before and I was totally freaked out by that time.
They were so harsh to us and I had been treated like a problematic students although my result was quite top in my batch. Sigh.... what kind of admin are there. They just can't consider our ~sarawakians~ problem. We always have hard time to deal with our air tickets.
Because of this, I yelled at my mum and now I am very regret with that now. I call her just now and promise her that I will try my best to adjust my holidays so that I can go back although I will only arrive at Kuching around 8.30 on 13th February night.
I will miss out the reunion dinner but I am sure that my family will leave lots of yummy foods for me.
Now I am quite sure that I will be going back to Kuching for this coming cny d. I will need to have some discussion with the School headmaster so that he can let us take 3 days' leaves. The other thing is that I need to buy some new clothes as I haven buy any because I din expect that I will be going back to Kuching.
I still haven get back to my previous weight which is 55kgs, so how am I gonna get those new clothes fit into my body now....=.='''
Anyway, just forget bout that. I will be going to ALor Star by this coming Saturday to hunt for my cny clothes. The most important now is to be with my family and friends ^^
Thursday, January 14, 2010
Wednesday 13-01-2010
it's 12.30 am now.....
Felix just left our house after dealing with our assignments....
We are totally not in our mood to do that assignments .....sigh!!!
And I am in a BIG trouble now....
well, I dono how to solve that problem, just hope that everything will be fine.....
I am really tired of those repeating schedule of our lectures d....
Everyday we will be having class starts from 8am until 1pm....
It's our last year in IPDA d, yet there are still lot of workload thrown to us and we hardly can have a relaxing final year....
and mum just called me, she asked me whether I really made up my mind for not going back to Kuching for this coming CNY....
what else can I do as I am having a BIG problem with my financial now...
our allowance haven bank in yet and I am having a BIG hole in my wallet....
I hope that our allowance can be bank in to our acc asap....
please please please.....!!!
Felix just left our house after dealing with our assignments....
We are totally not in our mood to do that assignments .....sigh!!!
And I am in a BIG trouble now....
well, I dono how to solve that problem, just hope that everything will be fine.....
I am really tired of those repeating schedule of our lectures d....
Everyday we will be having class starts from 8am until 1pm....
It's our last year in IPDA d, yet there are still lot of workload thrown to us and we hardly can have a relaxing final year....
and mum just called me, she asked me whether I really made up my mind for not going back to Kuching for this coming CNY....
what else can I do as I am having a BIG problem with my financial now...
our allowance haven bank in yet and I am having a BIG hole in my wallet....
I hope that our allowance can be bank in to our acc asap....
please please please.....!!!
Wednesday, January 13, 2010
12-01-2009
I was about to sleep just now, but waken up my by ~donald duck~ alarm around 1am just now...
So here am I, after finish watching the last part of ~xia yi zhan, xing fu~ from Youtube, I continue to write my diary blog over here.
Today, I was quite annoyed with someone, I don't want to mention HIS name over here. It'll spoilt my mood to continue my writing...
Just that, I really hate someone who is a looser or ~a piece of shit~ to comment on the others!!!
Who are you to comment the others? Take the saying of Chinese to suit his face, attitude and body, ~go to pee and look ur face in the reflection ~ la!!!! Face and attitude are all like SHIT!!! Or shd I say, WORSE than SHIT!!!!
Forget about him, don't feel like contaminate my blog by letting his name appear in my blog....
Today we had the stupid Practicum taklimat until 5pm again!!!
I dono what's wrong with the institute now, keep on having so many seminars and taklimat....
I am sick of it d!!!!
afer practicum, my god-sis fetch us to Ipda for jogging. I am quite satisfy as Mee yin and I manage to jog 8 rounds for today after I had 5 pieces of ~pisang goreng~ as tea time....
I guess that's all for tonite... Gotta sleep d.... If not, I am going to doze off again for tomorrow's lectures....
Good night ^^
So here am I, after finish watching the last part of ~xia yi zhan, xing fu~ from Youtube, I continue to write my diary blog over here.
Today, I was quite annoyed with someone, I don't want to mention HIS name over here. It'll spoilt my mood to continue my writing...
Just that, I really hate someone who is a looser or ~a piece of shit~ to comment on the others!!!
Who are you to comment the others? Take the saying of Chinese to suit his face, attitude and body, ~go to pee and look ur face in the reflection ~ la!!!! Face and attitude are all like SHIT!!! Or shd I say, WORSE than SHIT!!!!
Forget about him, don't feel like contaminate my blog by letting his name appear in my blog....
Today we had the stupid Practicum taklimat until 5pm again!!!
I dono what's wrong with the institute now, keep on having so many seminars and taklimat....
I am sick of it d!!!!
afer practicum, my god-sis fetch us to Ipda for jogging. I am quite satisfy as Mee yin and I manage to jog 8 rounds for today after I had 5 pieces of ~pisang goreng~ as tea time....
I guess that's all for tonite... Gotta sleep d.... If not, I am going to doze off again for tomorrow's lectures....
Good night ^^
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