Thursday, February 5, 2009

Adjusting back my study mood/mode....

Its been the forth day I left Kuching to Kedah....

Still, I am still in New Year mood and can't really focus on my study....

I hate the feeling when I need to get back to here after I had all the enjoyments in Kuching with my family and friends....

I always tell my friends that I do feel very bad and emo after I unpacked all my stuffs and took my bath....

Tears often roll down while I am taking my bath in the hostel....I hate it.....

Looking back all the photos, I miss all the foods, family and friends.

"Chap Goh Mei" is approaching, means that CNY is gonna end up very very soon.... one of our coursemate suggested to have a dinner on that night but I don feel like turning up....

Yes, I am playing "emo game" for once >.<'''

I am trying very hard to adjust back my mood as all the assignments are coming up.....
I might be a bit emo but I know myself well, I can handle this cuz I have been facing a situation which is even worst than this one.....

I know I can fix everything eventually......^^

Sunday, January 25, 2009

Happy Birthday to Wanchen!!!

Its been the 3rd day in Kuching, but I still cant really have a good rest at my home sweet home....

Everyday is being a busy day for outing and last minute shopping.....

and not to forget my "ji mui"'s bday, we have a bday gathering at Kado's cafe.

here are some photos to share ^^


chee, mike,wc, ays, me and nic ^^


3 of us with the bday gal ^^


Happi bday wc!!!

another lighting....
say "cheese"......

having bday gathering at Kado's cafe


Group photo

wc with the guys ^^

Happi bday to my dearest jie mei and hope u have a great memories on that nite ^^

Friday, January 16, 2009

原来你就在我身边

萧闳仁 - 原来你就在我身边

歌词编辑:李泽昊

在太阳下我们等了好久的车
让时间拉长了影子
也许我们一直是很好的朋友
你也是这样想吗
常常不知所措的想
好想跟你好好说话
我们的世界可能有时差
真的感受你对我好
而我也都知道
很想大声的说我很想念
你 原来在我身边
我 却一直没发现
想 在一起的画面
瞬间胜过永远
我 会陪在你身边
梦 会实现在这个季节
我看着你看着
原来你在我身边
在太阳下我们等了好久的车 Hey
也许我们一直是很好的朋友 Yeah
你在我身边 在我身边

最近爱上了这首歌。。。。
很有意境的歌词。。。。。。。。


学会。。。。

我好想学会放手。。。。。

但是, 始终学不来。。。。。。

看到姐妹为了一段很有可能没结果的感情而默默的付出, 默默的继续喜欢那个人,默默的为他做许多许多的事, 甚至为了那个人不经意的对她的那么一点点的好而在那里开心了老半天。。。。

真不知该替她感到不值得, 或是要继续默默的支持她。。。。。。

她虽然知道和那个人要有结果的机率几乎是零, 但是她还是仍然不放弃, 也许是没办法放弃吧。。。。。

也许自己的性格和她一样吧,遭遇的情况也有点相似,所以很能明白她的感受。。。。。

我会永远的支持你,也希望你会早日找到一个真正值得你付出, 也懂得珍惜你的人!!!

我们要一起加油好吗???

要学会放手。。。。。。

让我们有机会去捕捉自己的幸福。。。。。。

而不是傻傻的紧握着不属于自己的空气。。。。。。

Thursday, January 15, 2009

my college is going to be crazy again!!!

WTF!!!!!

My college is getting crazier and crazier!!!!!

Ok, at 1st you ask all of us to move into your new hostel from our sweet home-style hostel.....
You promise that we can stay here and use all the facilities as we like......

Now, you suddenly held a stupid fucking meeting, and say that you want us to move out again!!!!

I feel like throwing all the @#$W#$E to you !!!!!
And some more you want us to tell you where we gonna move by this Saturday......
Do you think that its that easy to just walk around and you can grab a house for rent?????

I bet you didn't eat PXRX, thats why you have such a ridiculous mindset!!!
Son of the bitch, you make us drive around like mad people for the whole evening just to look for houses to stay....

and the funniest thing is that almost all the houses already taken by the other students whom you gave them options whether to stay outside or inside the new hostel....

and now what you wanna expect from us????

If at 1st you knew that the new hostel can't accommodate all of our batch, then why you wan us to move into here and just stay for 1 semester???

Do you think moving and shifting houses is fun???? Shit you ar!!!
Its not a GAME!!!!
Its damn TIRING and wasting our time and money!!!!

I feel like slapping your CB face and kick your ass!!!!

Whenever I pass by your car, I feel like scratching it with my keys you noe!!!!

You are just a stupid mad dog !!! and now you become even crazier by asking all the Chinese to tutup aurat!!!!

c'mon!!! we have our own rights and we are students, not your slaves!!!!
you have been torturing us mentally and physically!!!!

Are you insane????? Perhaps you think that by torturing us, you feel excited and satsfied????

You seriously is a super fxcking mad dog!!!!

Tuesday, January 13, 2009

stupid broadband!!!

I am trying to upload some photos in my frenster and blogspot.....

but the stupid broadband connection keep on stopping me to do that!!!!

Geramnya!!!!!....

Since I move to this new hostel, I really hardly can have my own personal time to blog or check my mail.,....

Everyday seems to be a busy day for us....

and this Saturday we gonna have replacement class for CNY again....sigh。。。。。。。。。。

Some of my frens started to learn how to ride motorcycle d..... and its really not a trend for us in Kuching to ride motor....

so far I only knew Mike can ride motor, d others I guess only be able to drive.....

The reAson why they started to learn motor is because we gonna have our practical soon and we need transport.....

motor will be the easiest and cheapest transport for us I guess..........

And IF I say i also plan to learn to ride motor, what will be  your response?

=.= I think most of my frens will show this kind of expression when they know my plan.....

cuz until now I still cant drive steadily.....

but we will see how it goes la.....

天差地别。。。。

最近吉打的天气真的很恐怖,清晨5或6点时, 天气冷的吓人。。。。

有位讲师竟然说, 那种冷的程度就像身在英国那样,虽然是有点夸张啦, 但是真的连我每天早上有冲凉的习惯的我都不敢去冲了,因为怕会感冒。。。。。

但是, 一到了中午,天气变180度的转变,热的像在沙漠般。。。。。。

由于最近本小姐都在积极的减肥,好让今年新年的新衣不会被我撑爆, 这两个礼拜以来都不食人间烟火, 天天喝老人麦片, 还有喝我的shake shake, 搞到自己一到晚上就不由自主地发冷。。。。

但是, 我依然要坚持下去, 每天都去草场和我的room mate 和 我那位爱吃腊肠的死党跑步, 希望在过年前可以有着比较见得人的身材回去。。。。。。

北马这里现在是旱季,古晋那里却是雨季, 妈妈打电话来的时候,都会说古晋几乎天天都在下雨,真希望过年时不要再持续下豪雨,以免扫了大家去拜年的兴致。。。。。

妈妈每次打来, 都是在忙着做cookies, 要不然就是忙着油漆, 我和妹妹又不在家帮他的忙,真希望我老弟会乖一些, 帮帮家里的两老。。。。。

只剩下一个礼拜左右的时间,我便可以回家了。。。。

很期待呢。。。。。

凤梨酥, 肉干, 鱿鱼丝, 团圆饭。。。。。 你们都要等我哦!!!!

WHAT TEACHERS MAKE?

The dinner guests were sitting around the table discussing life.

One man, a CEO, decided to explain the problem with education. He
argued, 'What's a kid going to learn from someone who decided his best
option in life was to become a teacher?'

He reminded the other dinner guests what they say about teachers:
'Those who can, do. Those who can't, teach.'

To stress his point he said to another guest;
'You're a teacher, Bonnie. Be honest. What do you make?'


Bonnie, who had a reputation for honesty and frankness replied, 'You
want to know what I make? (She paused for a second, then began...)

'Well, I make kids work harder than they ever thought they could.

I make a C+ feel like the Congressional Medal of Honor.

I make kids sit through 40 minutes of class time when their parents
can't make them sit for 5 without an I Pod, Game Cube or movie rental.

You want to know what I make?' (She paused again and looked at each and
every person at the table.)

''I make kids wonder.

I make them question.

I make them apologize and mean it.

I make them have respect and take responsibility for their actions.

I teach them to write and then I make them write. *Keyboarding isn't
everything.

I make them read, read, read.

I make them show all their work in math. *They use their God given
brain, not the man-made calculator.

I make my students from other countries learn everything they need to
know in English while preserving their unique cultural identity.

I make my classroom a place where all my students feel safe.

I make my students stand, placing their hand over their heart to say
the Pledge of Allegiance to the Flag, One Nation Under God, because we
live in the United States of America.

Finally, I make them understand that if they use the gifts they were
given, work hard, and follow their hearts, they can succeed in life.'

(Bonnie paused one last time and then continued.)

'Then, when people try to judge me by what I make, with me knowing
money isn't everything, I can hold my head up high and pay no attention
because they *are ignorant... You want to know what I make?

I MAKE A DIFFERENCE . What do you make Mr. CEO?'

His jaw dropped, he went silent.


p/s: got this mail from one of my fren whom study in education course as well......

suddenly feel that I am proud with myself....(cuz I gonna be a teacher within 2 years time.....)

This coming March I am going to have my practical at one of the primary school in Kedah which gonna be a Malay school.....

Just hope that I can do the best as I know that teaching others will be much more different from studying for examination.....

You may be a top student in your academic achievement, but at the same time, it does not promise you to be a good educator.....


Saturday, January 10, 2009

累了。。。。。

真的很累了。。。。

拖拖拉拉了很久。。。。。

自己已经不耐烦了。。。。。。、

朋友也看不下去了。。。。。。。。。

自己也不确定自己的心有多坚强。。。。。。。

也许害怕失去某些感觉。。。。。。

但是在这样下去, 很可能是一辈子的遗憾吧.....

说可以很潇洒, 但是还是担心一些不愉快的事即将发生。。。。。

真的不懂该怎么办????

也许坦白会使最后的解决方案吧。。。。。。

Thursday, January 8, 2009

Hell-liked life in the new hostel....


Finally I can online with my broadband d.... but the price of the modem is killing me...... RM399+68 (monthly fee) were making my wallet vomiting blood again.....

the worst part is that the allowance which I hope to receive for this semester will be bank in during the month of March and this drive me crazy!!!!
I now really can eat grass d!!!!

and yet CNY is coming..... i haven't complete my shopping for CNY ler!!!! although with "tampok lui" in my pocket, I still insists to go to Penang for shopping by tomorrow =.=

Luckily I got some "back-up" from the salary which I will receive b4 this cny..... sweat sweat!!!



Tammy is back and stay tuned for all the updates which she owe everyone for this year-end holiday!!!!

Saturday, January 3, 2009

On the way back to Kedah.....

I am now freezing at LCCT with my coursemate, typing this blog and wondering what obstacles that I gonna face when I get back to Kedah....

Its been a long time I din turn up in my blog and was really busy with all the part time jobs....

my schedules were so full and I rarely can hang around with my frens at Kuching.....

here are my time table during this year- end holiday....

8.30am - 11.30am----- being tutor at XX tuition center...

1pm-10pm----- being a promoter at Bonia Handbags counter at Riverside there....

its being a hectic holiday for me and I really gain a lots of precious experiences and friends from those part time jobs....

Now, I need to settle my mindset and my mood back to study mode as I am going to face a lots of problems in the college later....

my new hostel problems seems to be a tough one for us.....
and I really cant imagine how my life gonna be without INTERNET....

so, I will try to get a Broadband asap so that I won be suffering in the small room of my new hostel....

and CNY is coming..... the feeling is some kinda complicated....

happy???
excited???
tired????
moodless????

well, Just let it be.....

Going to Penang for CNY shopping once I get my allowance....
hopefully 2009 will be a good year ahead ^^

Saturday, November 22, 2008

finally I can on9....

This is my first blog after i came back to Kuching for so long.....

the reason why I din turn up ------

1. doing my part time job at Parkson as promoter....
2. my hse's dial-up line is SUCKS!!!!!

Must be asking where am I now and why I can suddenly have updates on my blog???

I am now at Chee's hse waitng for mike to pick us up for badminton at stapok....
today only work half day and went to shopping with Chee at few boutique...

and yes, my hand itchy again..... i spot one dress and now keep on thinking of it!!!
actually the price is quite reasonable....
but now really a bit pok kai loe.... so still consider bt it......
damn it.... with devil chee keep on add oil add sauce, I am now quite "xim jio jio" wana buy that pretty dress for my cny....

I shall think bout it and come back for it on Monday.... cuz we goin to Crown again most probably....=.=
(I bet I will bring that dress home... sigh... wallet bleeding again....)

k la.... dats for all now....
hopefully can get my broadband for this coming pc fair at Kuching so that I can on9 till song song...

bye and do take k ^^

Wednesday, November 12, 2008

last day...last post.....

This will be the last post at Kedah, in my beloved hostel, Taman Siswa UUM....

All members are busy packing all their stuffs and do the last minute checking before they can go back to their hostel.....

for me, I pack like a crazy person once I came back to hostel after my last paper....

by the hope that I can settle and move my things to the new hostel for the last round, but damn it!!!!

the store was locked due to the person whom holding the key was having some personal stuffs to be settled....

I was so ~pek chek~ and this totally spoilt my mood!!!!

for the 1st time, I sleep like a pig without bathing 1st.....
I even don't have mood to attend the bday dinner for my coursemate....sorry for that=.=

and until now, I still don't know how to jumble up all my things and stuff them into the boxes...!!!!

What I hope now is that I can reach Kuching as fast I can......

and I wana start earning $$$$$ liao!!!!

Hopefully that next year will be a better year and now I am looking forward for Christmas although I think I will be working on that day, but I just like the X'mas feel ^^

peace and calm....

Bye bye Kedah for now and see you by next year ^^

Tuesday, November 11, 2008

last paper to go...!!!!

1 more paper to go and now I am totally moodless to study anymore....

my last paper will be English paper, but it is not like other English paper, its some sort of methodology paper. ( for those who study education, you probably will know that term =.=)

eyes starring at the notes, but my heart fly back to Kuching d....
I start to wondering a lot.... this is the common symptom for the last paper.....
same situation happens to my room mate.... she is so fancy about her trip to malacca, Genting and mission trip to Thailand d....

since both of us ~xim hong hong~ (in hokkien), really hardly can concentrate on our last minute revision d loe.....

we now just waiting for the time to pass by, although we haven finish our notes yet, we still hope that we can have the exam as fast as we could!!!

Sabar.... Sabar.... just one more day nia!!!!

Jia You!!!

Sunday, November 9, 2008

Famous Biscuits from Butterwoth,Penang

Last night my dear god sis sms-ed me and said wana pass something to me...(I guess it was a food...muahaha....)

and see see!!! my prediction was so "chun"!!!!

my dearest Yih rui brought me some famous biscuits from her home town...----Penang^^



tempting look of this biscuits... it is not an ordinary biscuits as it is so fresh and they bake it using charcoal ler.... (according to Yih rui la.... she was like a promoter for this biscuit ^^)

I tell you, my room mate and I are not a biscuits' fans... but we really fall for this biscuits after have a bite on it.... I am loving it!!!!!

the biscuits was so thick and crunchy!!!! yum yum!!! my supper for last nite after tired of munching all the notes for exam....

the packaging of the biscuits!!!! since 1914....

Thanks a lot Yih Rui.... was so lucky to have this god-sis who treats me well better than my own adik kandung-------CXXRIX TXO.....haha.... she will kill me for this....

she always trying to bring all kinds of food for me and such a caring girl ^^


I guess these will be my last few posts cuz my streamyx service will be terminated starting from next wednesday....

(p/s: to my all loyal readers, ''of cuz I will try to get myself a Broadband so that you guys can continue to read my blog.... haha....so perasan la....=.=)

Bye bye, Taman Siswa UUM....

Finally, the day has come.....

we need to bid farewell to our dearest "house-styled" hostel.....

have been staying at this Taman Siswa UUM for 3 and half years and we really feel so reluctant to move to the new hostel.....

let me briefly describe my 2nd "home" at Kedah here....

It is a OLD double storey house with 5 rooms, 4 bathrooms, 2 toilets, 1 kitchen and a living room as well....

yes, I know it is damn freaky when I first saw it, but after that, we manage to make it more "homey" by all the cleaning and adding some utensils inside this house....

we have our joy and sorrow within this house....

at here, we celebrated all our anniversaries, birthdays, festivals....
at the same place also, we rush our assignments and burn midnight oil for our exams till most of us turn to a "zombie“.....

there is no day and night to be condered at "rumah no.45", as all of us were ~night owls~。。。。
we will be very very active during night time, especially after the clock strike to 12am, thats all the ~zombies~ of Rumah No.45 will come out and hunt for their victims.... muahaha.....

here are some of the photos taken when we move our stuffs to the new hostel which will be located at our own college....



our living room which stucks with ALL our belongings to be shift into the new hostel....

most of them are my dearest room mate's stuffs.... she is from Johor, so its quite impossible for her to bring all her stuffs back to JB which take 12hours of bus-journey....

yes yea.... these are mine!!!! so what.... there are 9 boxes of stuffs for the 1st round of shifting...
there will be a second round for me to move my others stuffs again on this coming Wednesday.....
I am a Sarawakian ma.... impossible to ask me bring all the stuffs by flight.... 1 KG cost me RM12 ler if overweighted....=.=


was so messy and crowded... sigh.....

all of the residents were so busy as the Lorry from IPDA arrived to carry all the students' belongings to the new hostel....


yes.... we need to follow the stupid lorry to the store to arrange our things.... damn it!!!
now is still exam period and we have 2 more papers to go...
and they were so inconsiderate to "kajiao" us during this stressful moment!!!
TL them ar!!!!
(they are helping Ke Xiu to get down from the stewpid lorry!!!)

haha.... our only transport at Kedah!!! our ~mighty-bike~...
so cannot leave it at the Taman Siswa as he gonna continue his ~service~ at the new hostel again...
Camwhore a while while moving the things up to the lorry。。。。
bin o o d.... moving things like “ku-li"during hot weather ler.....

now, let me introduce my new hostel to you guys (sounds so proud =.=)
I manage to snap some photo when I move my things to the store....

This is the study room for us.... but I think we won't be using it efficiently loe.... (a bunch of lazy bums!!!)

the girls' block.....

The badminton court was so small.... mana cukup ler!!!
but finally I can play badminton at here d.... hehe.....

yes... It is brand new and we gonna be the 1st batch to stay at this hostel....
but gonna fully ctrl by those stewpid ~pigs~ =.=

the corridor along the rooms.....

It is really troublesome to ask us to move during this critical moments....
some of my friends even have problems with the room mate's arrangement...

I am glad that i am not involving in any of the room mate's issue as I have a GREAT room mate d....

I hope that Li yong will eventually solve her problem and don be too worry...
You still have us besides you^^
just forget about that "ghost" and stay a happy life remaining at this "house of memories" within these few days^^

Gambateh for the last 2 Papers ....!!!!

Thursday, November 6, 2008

packing!!!

really pissed me off!!!!

the stupid college want us to move all our stuffs to the new hostel by this coming friday!!!!

wad the heck!!!! we still have two more papers to go, yet they were so inconsiderate to ask us shift our things and belongings to the new hostel!!!!

am I am here now, half-way packing, and yiu pack yiu "pak chek"!!!!

stay at here for 3 and half years d, there were a lot of things to be packed!!!!

what am I goin to do!!!! I already packed my stuffs into 5 boxes, and there are still so many clothes and personal belongings left in my room!!!!

not yet done for my packing!!! these are only a part of them!!!!


yes.... my clothes!!! noe its kinda messy!!!!=.=

a lots of them and they really driving me crazy!!!!

Tuesday, November 4, 2008

Nap???!!!

I was trying so hard to take my nap so that i can burn midnight oil for tml's paper...

and I never been imagine that I was trying all sorts of ways to hypnoses myself so that I can fall asleep.... (wad the freak!!! sleeping is always being a piece of cake for me!!!... and now I am telling you that I nearly wanted some one to sing a lullaby for me to make me sleep=.=....)


counting sheepies..... 1.....2......3......4.....5......6.......GRRRRR!!!! still cant sleep!!!!

and I even try to read the notes sambil try to lie on my bed so that i can fall asleep with the freaking SUPER BORING NOTES!!!!

and this attempt FAILS!!!!

and here am I now, typing this stupid blog, seeing my dearest roommate sleep so soundly.....

and I hope that tonite I wont be fall asleep when I go through all the notes!!!!

Monday, November 3, 2008

part time job...

Ladies and gentlemen....

I seriously need a part time job now....

i need $$$$$$$$$$$$$$

for my next year's trip....

for my broadband......

for my cny shopping.....

and lots more......

going back to kuching frm 14th nov till january.....

got any part time job don forget bout me yea....

haha.....

any jobs will do as long as no need to sell butts....muahaha....


crazy of $$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$

we are going to move to the new hostel for sure!!!

Just finish my exam and i got this news.....

our batch are confirm to move into the new hostel for SURE now....

still not sure whether it is a good news or bad news yet....

sigh.....................

and not to forget today's exam>>>>>>

one word to describe it.....

SUCKS